30.6.10

tHE colOR rED!!

i believe everyone has their own favorite color... and people always care to apply that in their outfits..shoes..wallets..cars.. mobiles.. even painting their house or at least their room..Some people choose it officially for their company logos, brochure, visiting cards..and so on.. the like towards certain colors effects behavior..or people with same likes of color possess similar kinda behavior.. there are some psyco-logy behind it..

In my case my favrt color is RED.. i always gets attracted to what ever thing especially in crimson red color.. and always wished to own a red color swiFT.. red- the color of blood.. but ther s another hidden fact that i faints when ever i see blood.. no matter real or in photographs or movies.. :)...

If we talk about the color red, it sands for Passion and warmth..Vigor and excitement..Strength and vitality.. yes red is been loved by very rare people..It's a strong color that conjures up a range of seemingly conflicting emotions from passionate love to violence and warfare..a great poets comments "Red is Cupid and the Devil"... thats true!! theres no color on earth which belongs hugh number f negative and positive faces and meanings like this... Red also signifies "Power", hence the red color tie for business people and the red carpet for celebrities and VIPs... and the people who loves red will be always extreme in what ever they do..

Good red :
Red letter day - important or significant occasion
Red carpet treatment - make someone feel special, treat them as if they are a celebrity
Roll out the red carpet - same as above
Red sky in the morning, sailor's warning; red sky at night, sailor's delight - pay attention to good and bad warning signs
Paint the town red - celebrate, go out partying
Red eye - an overnight flight

Bad red :
Seeing red - to be angry
Red herring - something that deceives or distracts attention from the truth
In the red - being overdrawn at the bank or losing money
Red flag - denotes danger, warning, or an impending battle

what what explanations behind a simple color..isn't it?? :) :) i know you all are wondering.. y machu's this time behind a color.. there are reasons too..not only with the color but with the alphabets "dt" together..

just give a piece of your brain to recall this..my previous company was India Destination Tours, they calls it 'idt' in short..and my new company is Dravidian Trails in short form 'dt"... idt's logo was full in red with everything written in white.. the very same thing is what its around here too.. just like xerox.. even the tea mat..

the letter "D" or Delta in Greek means.. rich and fertile.. and the letter "T" or Tou in Greek says "life".. combing both.. "Rich Life" ... both of my employers are smart.. tricky in doing business(which is essential to climb up)... power/wealth conscious...i doubt if i have finally reached the same ocean from where a few months back i stopped rowing and took a diversion.. This similarities.. i would say hidden similarities urge me to cultivate thoughts..like.. i will have sore experiences from here too.. :D m not sure.. may be this are all just a mental impulse...

As per colorology.. people who loves same color attracts in a way or other.. in both idt & dt .. i passed the interviews eazily.. i remember the first day at idt in 2006.. i had a casual talk.. and with no risks.. selected.. i used to get nervous a bit while i was interviewed by so many other people.. but not at both these places.. there are for sure some unknown answers for all this..

i also remember long back whn i go for an interview at Muthoot hospitality..i passed the interview.. their log is also white in Red,,.. and similar kind of office settings too.. every where red and white.. :D

anyway lets try my luck.. being passionate to RED color god might have sprinkled the same powder on me also.. to meet a "Delta Tow" life ...in future..

IK's let me have all of your most favorite color too.. i will take a study about the same.. :) for the time being i don't have much works.. he he

awaiting your valuable comments.. ("")( ^ . ~ )

24.6.10

illusion!

i some times doubts wot all happening around me is just an illusion! the past becomes something unreal..even the just gone minute.. you know the journey, the accident our separation..the new job.. is it really d so called reality ??.. or am i struck somewhere in a gap not able to move or .. not able to shout for someones help.. ever since i joined here.. i feels like this is kinda dream.. wot ever happening is just a rapid flow of images.. just like we watch a movie..

i just cant believe myself being this way.. i became a new kinda person.. i m not the person who was so much out spoken.. i m not that person who fights with every one.. i m not the person who worked for myself not for the organization.. this transformation caused that hallucination.. i m not clear but i think so.. :)

i really hate me for bringing negative thoughts in to all of you.. but i dont have any option other than IK4 ..

just think it girls...we really cannot always trust our eyes, or our judgement.. a rose is always good to watch.. it appears to be fine.. beautiful but whn yu try to get closer and tries to pluck it... yu will be wounded by its thrones... the same situation.. i lost ma ability to recognize people frm inside.. i got wot i desired.. but ... its something which is like a bubble gum under my shoes.. so much iritating... i lost myself.. and wots the point in changing a person to fit in some elses shell?? ..ther are rules and regulatons i agree.. but it must be informed me in an official way .. like evrywhere happens they should hav mention all those point s in the beginning itself..

you doubt it right.. yes,,... this is a complaint letter.. since i cant disclose this to any one. and ... since these people got answers for evry thing.. i m not suppose to react.. but i will not act against my conscience..

i want to be independent..i am not a domestic animal to cage me.. :( .. is this all really happening.. i cant trust.. or am i lying some where unconscious and dreaming?? i never was like this... i hate places where people dont accept me as how i am.. RULES!! wot rules.. i am following all rules which i think i must..

"am i awake
or just asleep that...
evrything is..
claded a black..
am i dreaming
am i dreaming
or relaity??
the most sorest??

is it foggy around
am i blind..
am i thinking aback the black
hands and legs left unmoved
lips and eyes
dry and closed
am i dreaming
amidst a forest

lying unconscious??

somebody come
come to me fast
wake me up...
and help me from
this lifeless life..

:( :(

23.6.10

a back to home feeling!!!


ahh lemme intake enuf of ma IK4 air here...oh gosh.. so long.. its kinda feeling like m back home after a long time.. wot will i say?? m happy.. i dont know wot made me install mozilla firefox today in ma office computer..i dint wait to get anyones permission.. bcez i felt i will burst in to tears..biting my lips..supressin ma feelings.. i m writing this like kinda thief.. trust me..but soo happy to be back in our own premise. munnu i wanted to commet on all your posts,, that i will do later becoz.. yu know that i am really stealing my office time.. he he.. love you all koothars... and miss US together,, it was lovely.. no better words... just lovely.. but we are really blessed with US..