Life as it is NOW.. ;-)

I dont know how and where my lifes going or taking me to. Its fast sometimes, its rushing like a thunderbolt but hadn't crash land anywhere yet. but i have someone to stop me when my speed exceeds the limits. all i know is lifes short and days will fade and it will torn apart like an old jeans. i am loving the climate my home as always and i am getting addicted to keep me happy. i don't know how this virus infected me but this is as cool as this winter. I advise people sometime,telling them lifes long you have to sort things out now or you are gonna suffer for that long length of time. other times i would tell them to be positive and pleasant for the live is as short as your eyes blink. am i lying or am i speaking the fact..? i am confused. but finally i know one thing that i am just trying to make my surroundings happy like a morning glory in the morning or a sunflower in the sunlight. I may be wrong cause i am doing this for me. but some others says this is the right thing to do. be around people, try to wipe their tears and blast some blunders for they smile and you are paid.

When i look back, i realize, life had always been reasonable to me, sometimes great too. And what i have now is all the results of my pasts deeds. I dont know how far this wheel will run this way but now i know when it breaks i need to immediately rush to the puncture shop and patch it. I feel euphoric. I have some struggles but its just a few sharp stones on the road that i commute. that cant stop me from chasing the golden butterfly. short or long, life is life and we gotta love it the way it do to us. if it hurts you somewhere, go to the doctor, if hurls stones at you, be an elastic blanket that will bounce it back. Be positive, love is the only one remedy that works for everything in a same way. It can heal, it can repair and it can permanently cure you from anything. Wear it on your face as a lovely smile, do stupid things and keep sorrows away. It will follow you, it will find you. but never let it catch you.

Things that are not ours would never stay. because thats not ours, it has its master waiting for it and that will go some day even though it can prolong the departure for some fraction of seconds if you try to hold it back. but understand. if its gone one day then realize yours is on the way and will be yours one day. don't waste your time pursuing something thats not yours, its a sin.

Have quality time with family friends and strangers. You will learn something from it. No time is ever wasted this way. You will eventually earn. Cook for your friends and neighbours. throw some parties even though you are running out of currencies. You give you get. May be not immediately but sometime when you need it very badly and you see no ways to find it, it will reach you. Don't save, don't lavish, spent wise. If you are meant to become a multi-billionaire, life will somehow take you to there, where you get the hitch to pull the rope to climb up. Money is the only thing that time-travels. It comes from ones hand and goes back to the old hand some other day, this process will never stop, at-least until the whole worlds governance stops this money-hanky-panky.

i say lies, i behave idiotic, i travel nomadic, i eat unhealthy, i sleep orderless, i laze around, i waste time, which means i literally give time to myself and above all i lead a completely out of routine life.

having said the same..

My lifes good. Now and i will try to take it this way forever, atleast until my last day on the phase of Earth ;-
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