Um..i am controlling that burning pain on my chest and trying hard not to spill a drop of tear..i am not sure how far i can keep me tied this way..its not the hormones making me emotional, thats for sure..i dont know what to say, what to write, a thousand million words shooting against me at a second and i am struggling to choose the aptest ones..Friendship. People considers it in many different ways. but for me its like a part of my soul, my body. its an organ or its like the blood that flows in me. our thoughts matches, our beliefs are same, so i am sure all of you have the same about it as me. I dont know munnu, whether i am happy about you being alone all these days here being apart from your love or you going back saying good-bye to this place, where our dreams lingers..though we couldn't succeed in making it real at least a half of it..but somewhere inside me, i felt secure, coz i knew even though we are located several kilometers apart in the same city, you are all 'just' a 'call' away being the 'friend indeed'..
We build dreams, we followed it but we failed to catch it..its gone in the wind so high that no more jumps would work to get it back..but thats ok..we are alive in this round glob where there is no end and we can walk through to reach the other one with ease..i pray god, not to make it complicated than this..i feels fainted as if the nurse took that syringe full blood from my vain..a loser feeling..i cant say "dont go"..you have your destiny to be fulfilled..but this is certain that it would ache me as long as i am here..where we wanted to be in, together.. :(
Lifes short, it makes me scared..relationships breaks..loved ones vanish..friends torn apart..this is a fact and none can stop it..we all are suppose to accept this..but at the same time there comes this..the heart defeats the brain..and the emotions breaks out like a water bomb of tears...We pray that you both get everything that you always wanted in your life from now on..past is gone, let it burn and get fire like the dried leaves.. Hope to see you again for that one wide smile on your face and that warn hug..i would long for it until the next time i have it.. :(
We were and are busy, we may get even busier, but never forget that, in here lies the proof of our friendship from the day it started..this is the umbilical cord of IK4 that would keep us connected ever, forever. i want to take it along until my eyes cant read the keys and my fingers cant move to type..this is IK4..this is WE..and lets dont forget US
Love you all..!!
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