Silent Screams..

Incredible India..!! literally India was incredible but not anymore..i was always been so proud to be an Indian  who by birth itself gets a tag for having a rich culture and heritage.. well to talk about these too points we Indians have thousand tongues.. and there isnt any need to exaggerate but we forgets ourselves explaining and explaining.. But today I feel ashame..i feel insecure..and pathetic for trying to understand the fact that a few of my fellow countrymen are dead and a lot of them are badly injured and critically hospitalized..

The series of bomb blasts that continued to happen in our country. This is what that took all my feelings towards my own country.. To the country who gives place for its own traitors to live in.. India is an Independent country but still in the arms of terrorism and corruption.. we are all used to the latter one and as it dont demand a human life to be sacrificed we were ready to keep our eyes closed before it.. but terrorism is unacceptable.. This is our country, this where our ancestry belongs to and this is our motherland..we thought this is the only place we are safe in the whole world.. We pay tax, we vote for the rulers and what we get in return is thorns and hurling stones upon us that wound is in depth and bleeds for a life time.. we lose our love, mother, father, brother, sister, friends when ever some insane group of humans make terror blasting their explosive weapons.. I dont blame them..when given support who wont take advantage..?? In sucha big nation, which has the "Third largest standing army in the world" and ranks "Seventh in the military expenditure". USA being currently the only Superpower, India is one among the 6 BIG countries who are rapidly growing with their markets, military strength and economic potential on the line to attain the Superpower status.

[India possesses nuclear weapons and maintains short- and intermediate-range ballistic missiles, nuclear-capable aircraft, surface ships, and submarines ]

We have everything in hand and the support of 1,210,193,422 people, whats more is required. look at the size of human power which place us on the 2nd highest in the world.. It shouldn't be taken in that sense that yeah we have more than enough populated here..let a few get burned and killed..when one kills that means an atom in the Indian substance is lost..its a loss and in the past few years this loss continues and no proper actions to keep it in its original shape has been taken.. we lack monitoring..we lack a good system.. i know its difficult to collapse the existing old-worn-system in a snap..there are millions of hungry tummys but are we doing something honestly to help them from their starvings..?? No!! then where is it going?? to the pockets of the treasurers..?? where ever it is.. its time to change the old stands.. lets stop thinking about "me" and "my family" lets just fucking start thinking about "my country".. i dont have a shit in my bank account..but when i have something i try my best to share it with another whom i have never seen before but sure knew that he and me had grown from the same mud..from the chest of the same country.. this is a minute or a fraction of the minute of goodness that i am trying to do for my fellow countrymen.. i am proud about myself and those people i know of who do this smallest kindest act.. i bow them with all the integrity secured in my heart.. i dont deny this that there are rich people who do it richly. if i am feeding one stomach with one meal they might be doing it regularly or some are doing it for a big amount of people monthly..there are people sponsoring poor kids but i am definite about this fact too that not everyone are doing this.. whats is wrong in it..?? lets start imagining ourselves being a beggar or a highly diseased, leprotic..how painful that feeling would be..that pain we struggled to keep inside us when we find someone eating a delicious food while we haven't eaten for a couple of weeks.. that craving..that flushed saliva in our mouth wanting to have at least a piece of bread or to drink a drop of water.. imagine..imagine the pain we go through when we get a wound on our finger..imagine big, when we fall from the steps to the floor..imagine it to the farthest extreme.. having us being stabbed by a knife..we feel suffocated even while watching it someone doing in the movies.. then imagine the pain of someone who dont have money to cure major diseases like cancer, aids and etc..

Its Pitiful..that even in the most read/reading e-magazine/encyclopedia called Wikipedia explains India with a line of heart aching drawbacks [ it continues to face the challenges of poverty, illiteracy,corruption, malnutrition, inadequate public healthcare, and terrorism.] can any expect me to be 100% proud for being a citizen of a country categorized this way..?? Historic India had an outstanding ruling system..we followed the rules and regulations strictly may be because everyone knew how torturous the punishment would be.. its in a single hard hand that controlled everything which was a good thing.. Fear is the best treatment. Where there is no fear you can do any nasty thing that you feels to. When you have impeccable strength and goodness in you, then you will be positioned in that place that every levels of the followers can see you heading..and they will follow you with their eyes closed.. and the most saddest thing is this that, there is no such good leaders for us to believe blindly..

This happens continuously , the enemies succeed their mission various times..then what worth the lives our soldiers sacrificed for years protecting us in the boundaries..during their unslept..uneaten.. thirsty days and nights holding the guns and standing still vigilant for days and weeks..sometimes months means.. they are fooled..their souls would regret..we should not allow that to happen any longer any more..This is our country..we are Indian Hindhus, Indian Muslims, Indian Christians, Indian Jews, Indian Jain, Indian Buddhist and Indian Sikhs.. we are ultimately "just  Indians".. lets not support our enemy clan.. lets protect ourselves.. lets save our country.. you might have given shelter to the enemies but not from now on.. change yourself.. be in the way of God and dont cheat your own country.. die hundred times to hang one enemy.. they deserves it.. those who do bad for the humankind must be punished and those who support them must be fired as well.. No more innocent blood shed.. No more crimes towards our motherland.. One life..live honestly, compassionately, fearlessly and die painlessly..

"Bharathmatha Ki Jai"

+Dilroop Kurikkalot,