Dedication to her

And she flew away

Just as a fledgling

Hatching in to her world-

A place of only hers

And she hides away

Simply, as if interrupting a game

Refusing to reveal herself

At the end of a peek-a-boo

A centre point, a link of union,

A jingling bell, a tinkling chime

An alarm, a reminder,

That was she, our tiny hummingbird…

Future waited

My eyes blinked habitually

Many times at once

Trying to figure out things

Through the dusty glasses

My tongue searched

In the hollow in there

For my begone tooth

Struggling to chew on

My ears heard annoying sounds

My eyes saw disturbing sights

My mind shunt down at disgusting things

This seemed like an alien era

Flying cars, rolling mats

Talking jars and speaking pans

Walking ovens, selfie sweeper

Convertible homes

Is it this, the future I waited?

Or just as simple as a nightmare

That would fade away and keep things in place  

As I wake up and open my eyes…

A smile

In the heat

The sweat of my defeat

Armored my solitude

I gulped the vacuum

For a refreshing chill inside

But it slid down like a jell

Without leaving a trace anywhere

Darkness deceived but then

A chill of grace spade over

And my heart spins again upon

Seeing a hail shooting down

Hitting hard on my nihility

Pruning it in to nothing

Giving space for a smile to sprout…

Snack on Them..!! :)

Homelessness

Unhealthiness

Starvation

Thirstiness

Heartbreak

Misery

Debts

Needs

They all carved us

From every side

They took us to the cave

Of hopelessness

But then he ordered

We will snack on them

-Our sadness,

Until we are full with

A burp of Happiness!

Mercy

Million times I am awaken

Rose up and lived turns after turns

Wandering for redemption

The eternal liberation through many lives

But the unknown, unseen ties,

Ties of being inhuman

Followed me like a killer

Distracted me from completing my duties

The curse that affect me through the deeds

I unknowingly had to do,

Following the way of life that patterned

By someone else’s plan

That meant destructions of innocents

Unseen and away, far from my sight

Crouching for mercy and kindness

Dying by the poisons that I emit

I could feel the hint of their pain

I could listen to the silent voices of their cries

And I took along this annoyance

Like a heavy hump on my back

As long as I can’t bring peace and

Show the path of morality

I would suffer the pain of this

Iniquities infectiousness that spread all over me

But I know, this is the truth,

My hand is not long enough to stop it

My throat is not enough to take it in

So I guess, my soul would rose again

Again and afterward to suffer this

Never ending pain of cruelty…

And you walked away...!!

My heart pounded

Like a stallions gallop

When I stared at you walk away

I waited, tear shedding

For a final look of yours, to be captured

And shelf it as a momentum of love

That I held in my heart always for you,

I watched you melting away

Like a sugar cube in the steaming tea

I felt you depart, slip away from my arm

Like the light fades in a dying eye

And turn plane like a matt pebble,

I spent the days, yarning my imaginations

Of a time final, for us to be together

I passed the nights sleepless

Practicing the conversation for the day to come next

All that I did was only for you to make it wasted- Now!

As the stones thrown in the pond

As the feathers flown in the wind

As the kisses blown to you in the air

Now I know you, what you were meant to

Just to dig a pit at the center of mine 

And leave it peripheral, uncovered and thumbing

Until the last time it do its routine…

Esplanade

The esplanade of obligations

Expanded like a millipedes trail

Long and never-ending

I walk, and then ran to chase the boundary

Like a bee behind a traveling bunch

I saw blood splashed coins of

Silver bronze and gold

That smelled the decaying kinship

Producing one single stink, foul

That can be a father’s or a brother’s

But who won is unquestioned

Cause a triumph over one’s own blood

Is a defeat to himself, his conscience

I wish if this long road lead

To the freedom of absolute poorness

Where my heart would

Finally  find a place to
Rest in peace…

Oblivion

Where did they go?

My eyes would search

My mind would try hard

To overcome the oblivion

That had sealed my eyes

With the reel of incidents,

I would work hard

To solve the puzzle

For the missing cube

Where my memory lapsed

Sadly it would flicker

Like an unwanted treasure

That was clad by the cover

The greatest boon, I have-

Forgetfulness, the ability

To forget them, the ones

Who either don’t exist 

In my life or in this big world...

Viridescent

As the pod of a bean

We gathered together

Grow up and sprout

Into different demeanor

And now we know

Who’s the shrub, who is the bush

Who is the trunk and who is the creeper

Whatever we grow in to

Regardless the shape, size and structure

We are all different shades of one hue

And that’s viridescent!!! 

Melancholia...

I stuck me unto the corner

Where a sphere formulated

That covered me like a shell

And I shrink in to it as an embryo of revulsion

Feeding on to my own excrete

That took shape in to

Cubes of horror fear and melancholy

I pretend to be not listening

To the shouts of hierarchy

And the soothing calls of virtuosity    

I laid a veil over my own eyes

Turning the seductive visuals obscure

Feeling the lightness of

Myself contracting back to

The size of the seed I was

The much anticipated jackpot,  

The world coddled me

Until the curiosity fade

And then I was one in the

Sack-full of living toys

My cries searched for a space to echo

My list of needs dissolved in the sea of words

And my sensations mourned to be roused

All reflex back to me empty handed

Like an insisting disappointed child

With a heart full of affluent Melancholia

That over flowed like a flooded stream...