14.10.14

The Eternal Alchemy!

Its me most of the time. yes, the person who really can keep me up, the one who really can control and console me, the guide, the pathfinder, the inspirer, all those devils and angels who brought me to where i am now 's ME! No one can change me, none can influence me, cause it was always me. The one person i am deeply in love with is to MYSELF..!!

What is my world? My world is first MYSELF and then it extends it tails, nails, roots and so many nerves spreading out in to different parts and i called them my parents, my siblings, my friends, my cousins, my relatives and so on... Now what am I? thats one big question! I am just an atom! I moves in the same direction and motion as all other atoms does. All i have to do is sit back and go with the flow. Cause there really isnt anything i should do to change this world coz it change by its own no matter what i do. no matter how much strength and strain i put in to it. Chillax people..this is the real chemistry..and someone is adding acids diluting concentrating and doing lot of stuffs we really have no idea about,,some of us gets burned or die in the process, some of us lose memory, some of us change colour, some of us infuse some others defuse, some of us becomes invisible and some of us simply disappears...panic, worry, grieve! do all this but no use coz through that you are only losing your energy, it dont change the pattern, it wont stop the process, it simply goes on...and on..!!

This is an eternal alchemy! Life is an eternal alchemy!  

4.10.14

Right Now!

What will i say..?? Oh god!! this is great..all i can tell u is that this is one of the greatest times of my life..i may forget this..my memories may turn in to a pile of dirty papers back under the long heap.. but i am sure the piece of happiness i enjoys now is - a good piece of chocolate tart right in front of me while i am hungry like a very starved beggar. i don't know what else to say... Some nice music and a little milder tranquillizer canned in the green tin.. oh holy crap.. i am on the peaks now..i wish if my life coils and linger around this moment...love all around me..i dont know if its what that lies inside me brakes out in to freedom and flush out in the air,,spreading it like a rose petals fragrance...

All of you who reads this.. i know it can be sometimes just me..but i know i am in a crowd right now but none of you notices my shouts..all are busy i know.. this world is a business place at the moment!! hey i heard you, u called me sick and insane.. yeah i am insane..!! but i calls me the one sanest person  left in this whole world..!!! I am different.. am i different?? i dont know i wish to call me so.. i am different.. coz i hate that,..i hate to become one in the machines thats strolls along the globes greens chopping the lush like crazy cattle..!! the button eyed monsters!!