A December Tradition

Now this has become a part of my tradition, to write something nice in December before I wave good bye to the year. No matter how it turned out, good, bad, fantastic or boring. I must begin it showing gratitude to this place and our group. Coz no matter how time and destiny had separated us, we still have this single heart shape cut page here to share our feeling always and forever. I would still love to start it cherishing the wonderful moments we shared back then. It still is as colorfully alive as an Oscar-won film. And it still grows nostalgia in me whenever I get tackled with certain aromas, the way the wind blows my hear, the kind of things we gifted each other, the places we went together, the pretty girly foursomes who looks exactly like us pass me, any railway station, some restaurants and foods, some movies and books and a lot more. I can never get over from the ache of being missing US together. And munnu, that was lovely to see you again and watch your eyes glow with love. That is what which drags my soul to yours from then to now. And as we spoke all that old times I could sense the presence of their souls around us, even though they were unaware of the whole idea.

As every year does, this year was also not anywhere in the back row giving wonderful surprises and lovely times. I believe that a perfect year is when we undergo goodness and badness in an equal way. It can’t be equal coz we don’t count the many happy moments but a single sad moment. In shot I meant to say its always a mixture of situations that makes a perfect time. The year was pretty favorable to me, giving me the power to recognize people from inside. I could make every person out in their true forms and I was devastated at times to find some smiling faces ripped off to reveal the dirty ugly jackal fangs. But I am thankful to time and everything that controls the universe for having all these incidents happened before I was eaten by the evilness behind the entire cowards masks. I had a bunch of good family moments and couple time with my hubby making it a worthy year of my life. We still continue to rock most of the time and never missed a single chance to celebrate. We met people, we hung out, we invited friends and we gave the best of our spaces to everyone possible. When we get things we are deserve to lose too..and I think I lost a few people from my life. It’s always ones acts that attracts and repels souls. But I believe I have done as per the universes command and it might have been necessary to open or close a door. I have a nip of regret for my wrong actions but then the voice inside me reassures me and calms me. There is a law that we are unknowingly following and according to that law what so ever you do is all for the benefit of the universe. Both good and bad. Its like you body needs food to kick start metabolism. Our action is the fuel that runs the entire universe. Once we do a thing, it’s the start of a process and that ends in the different side of the world. But we wouldn’t know the outcome, whether it end up in a pleasant way or not. Sometimes you do a good deed of your belief but it take shapes and alters during the process and perform the exactly opposite thing, which has to happen to keep the cycle get going. So never regret for any of your actions coz it was destined to happen to make changes in someone else’s life. Nothing is useless in this world not even a single word you say for jokes sake. A word can change may lives. Regret not but repair your attitude.

I have been into so many things throughout this year.  I was growing fonder of astronomy astrology physics metaphysics history puranas & Vedas calendar and some scientific math. I feel like a jack of all trades now but sure have an impulse within me that poke me almost every single minute of every day and I simply read and read and read googling it one after another. I guess this helps sometime later in the future. It’s just broken knowledge coz I don’t know the entire hypothesis of anything but a hint about everything that comes under my favorite topics. One thing I consider as a gem of this year is to have this wonderful book read in one sitting “The Krishna Key”- a thriller but composed of good amount of information related to Lord Krishna’s reign and the archeological findings and the proof of his existences and also the about great inventions and discoveries of great men of that times which is unimaginable for the modern brains and much more. The book was fascinating me chapter after chapter and I felt proud to be born in a country that has seen intellectual advancements and technologies much before the modern men thought they discovered/ invented it by themselves for the first time. India has seen civilization in a time much earlier that even time lost its ability to preserve it this long.

I would also like to share some soul matters with you today. As I always felt you three are my soul mates and all of them with whom we feel compassion could once be a part of our soul. So we feel an unknown attachment with them. Have you felt this, you get sticked to certain people in the mall or in traffic and your eyes locks absorbing the time and suddenly releases it and you feels like you know that person or that animal, you have seen them somewhere but can’t recognize where or when? We are all one basically and it will be nice if we are not rude to anyone.  We are eternal creatures, only the body changes. I have believed in this since a long time ago. I never read it from anywhere but I knew that it is this. I had answers for so many things inside my head and my husband says it too. He is a very poor reader but he has answers and explanations for quite many topics and thats where we collide. The most discussed topic of ours is souls and rebirths and the universal connection. The answers lead to questions many and for most of the questions we find answers again but it stretches out like a chain reaction. New questions and doubts pop up as we find answer or reasoning for one question but could never conclude the topic. I spend most of my time researching online and many a times I used to wonder how crazy I might have gone without Google and internet at times I needed answers badly. Inventions are like alcohol, used moderately keeps you cool but cutting the limits drives you insane.

As most of us, I am tired of all that the generation is boastful of. I need some fresh air. And we have wonderful plans in our minds. All we are trying is to turn the time back or live like a caveman in the outskirts of this concrete jungle. We are on our way to find utmost happiness and we have hints to find the right road.  True happiness lit up your eyes and I see through the dust and fumes. And the machine that produces happiness is you! Kindness is the weapon to clear the thorny weeds. Give love! Share happiness! Let’s take care of only our circle and imagine what happens if half of the world’s population does it? I am working on my kindness project and I have set my first foot by opening a page on Fb where the human kind clings over all the time. I thought of making use of some free technological rides. A spoiled field can still be used to saw seeds that only grow in there.

So this is a few silver sparks that budded in my head as I traveled through this year and I am thankful to all the powers of the nature to have me exposed to many helpful informative things through different medium. I believe as we grow an unseen organ grows within us with us which is Wisdom and I recommend everyone not to pluck your wisdom tooth out, it is one vital proof of what you acquired passing through ages. I shall now conclude my word juggling after sharing this one myth that engendered in my heart while staring at the clear and full sky of this December night. I remember my grandma saying when people die they become stars. And the little girl dwells inside me believes it coz there are possibilities. There are millions of stars taking birth every single second out of the reach of human eyes. And there are as many as stars in the space to count for the number of humans took birth and died on the earth. And the space is still vast and spacious enough to give space to more of us. And the little girl believes one day the space will be full to accommodate dead people to become stars and that day rest of the man on the earth will stop dying and turn immortal.

Let’s welcome a fresh year with fresh feelings and loads of love and kindness to share in our circles. Love and stay Loved..!! This journey stops never…  Let’s wish ourselves to bump into ourselves every single life..!!