28.12.09

maple in december...

Maple tree, one of the most beautiful trees in the world. It is always symbolized for humanly emotions like love and emotions related to it like obsession etc etc. A maple leaf flowing in the water or flying in the wind signifies sadness. Likewise this tree has a life span which is similar to human life.

Let’s start it with the Spring- Spring season strats in january till march is when the maple starts blooming, but obviously not the flowers but the leaves. It can be compared as what we say, taking birth; not knowing what actually you are going to experience, purely a dawning of a new soul to human.

Later by the Summer- that is during April may June... It takes it’s greenly figure. the period when we are provided with every necessity and needs, the only time in life where we are completely free of real tensions..no worries.. no agonies just stretchng up the eyebrows for not doing home works, or fearing examinations, competing fellow students. The years keep on going until you finish with your academics. The only period in life you wish truely from heart to be a grown up so that you can escape from bad scores, punishments, mommy’s angry red bulls eyes :)

By the end of summer it starts to blossom... small small flowers appears in between the leaves which will plunge out in a few days like momentary, meaningless happenings in life.

Next is Autumn- the era of colors. The maple leaves turns to yellow, orange and red colors, which is really a feast for eyes. The beauty can’t be compared to anything. Most probably by the end of your college almost all are fixed them up with their future partners, or it’s during that time when the teens are free from their teenage itself and also from books, referrals, assignments, seminars all studious stuffs. They enter their first step to LIFE where the fruits of responsibilities to parents, society and to themselves reap. With the 1000 Billion $ worth papers called certificates they sets out in search of best places to get occupied in job, in thought of living the present and earning and saving for the future. Life is anyways fruitful with new job, new place new kind of life style. In the beginning, every fruit tastes sweet, but the same sweetness troubles you later on. We all know that the same food served for days creates a sort of dislike which makes you say... awe!! again this nasty thing?? This is also the time where you fight for your dreams- wealth, power, fame etc etc, your brain on flame to cope up with the tough situations. We gains, loses, loves, hates, everything happens in life in this particular autumn season.

And finally the Winter- (October, November, December) the fine lovely colorful leaves turn brown and starts to tarnish. The maple starts to shed its gorgeous feathers. In winter there isn’t enough light and the photosynthesis does not takes place. And we human faces total body disorder- skin shrinks, wrinkles all over the body, Cholesterol problem, diabetics, BP. Heart, lungs, kidneys, liver every organs malfunctioning. We struggles to recollect everything, the past blurs putting a side the remnants of our good healthy days unknown to ourselves. Like the maple tree in the cold with its weak branches becomes the firewood, burns in the fire and its smoke merge with the air in the atmosphere… we also finally reaches the grave melts in the soil and disappears to nowhere…This is life…

December always smells weird. A kind of loser feeling circulates inside our hearts. Is that that we lost a year from our Life? I don’t know… Any way let the maple tree with her new hope bud and blossom again in the spring next year…

11.12.09

A dream for the future!!!

[11th December 2014]

Tringggggggggggggg!!!! …the alarm clock rang together at three houses in the colony of Crispbase hill at Bangalore. It was 6am in the morning.
As usual the warmth of the bed didn’t allow munnu to settle her on her foot to start the household chores of the day. But with a pleasant stretch she managed to wipe the sleepiness and jumped out of the bed. The first duty after waking up is nothing, not even washing the face but rushing at the telephone and ringing the two laziest women’s in the world; achu and paachu. Like the woman’s protection society members says the other two part of the soul of IK4. She made the call on conference pressing the ear piece tight on her ears to make sure that the call is done. “Ow yeah they had picked up the call, Thank god!” she murmured. But all she could hear was the dirty snore of achu and the moan of pachu. With the most affectionate voice munnu said “hey gals get up get up it’s already 6:15am we gata cook, wake the small kids and the big kids (husbands he he), make them to leave to offices and schools respectively no much time left”. A terrific voice broke out saying “oh my god, I have a meeting with a client today morning, this manager post really sucks". No wonder that was paachu who recently got promoted as Assistant Manager at the Corpus Bank. The treat for the same things was scheduled for today itself at the Vanilla Hut Restaurant at the Beach. The Next one to shake is achu the irresponsible one, both of then started to call “achu wake up, times up baby, just 16 more hours to go to bed again! Wake up now”. No use! Hmm. Suddenly munnus brain worked saying “hey achu, did you forgot that the treat for paachus promotion was planed for today” the word “treat” stroke her ear drum and she sprang up from the bed with widened eyes and the sign of exclamation above the head “TREAT???”. Yes achu. How could you forget the foody plan??..
Achu: oh yes. Thank god so we don’t have to cook for the dinner today.
Paachu: No no no you are absolutely wrong baby. The party will be just for us. We three will be there. No kids no husbands.
Munnu: Exactly, We will leave them at home. Idiot you don’t know that all such parties were celebrated with three of us first and later we will arrange a small dinner for friends and relatives later??
Achu: Yes I know.
Paachu: Then how did you ask that?
Achu: I was sleepy.
Paachu: Sleepy?? So you will forget the usual rules?
Achu: ??? Err I am sorry
Munnu: Paachu we can forgive this time.
Paachu: I am leaving you this time just because munnu said.
Achu: heeeeeee

Oh Shit! Its 6:30 now. Come on what are we waiting for lets start the battle. The three ladies kept the phone and ran. It’s really hard to write it all here. Believe me. What all happens in every house in the morning hours, It’s really unexplainable. I would rather put these signs instead – “!@$#%^&*(_(&&”.


Everything was done somehow by 9am. Cooking, bathing the kids then dressing them up, filling the lunch box, feeding them all, Ironing husbands dresses- “huh why cant they do this atleast by themselves, we have tones of other junks to do, this men are ridiculous!” :(. In between all the hurries theses three too made them well to go to their offices. Unlike other families the kids and the husbands will leave home first. And these unusual friends will go together, that too in rickshaw, sacrificing the facilities of luxury cars. [he he he].

Munnu on time got out from her house and waited out side, while achu was locking her door.

Munnu: Whats paachu doing?
Achu: Don’t know, might be examining her on the mirror.
Munnu: Yes meeting with the client.
Achu: Was saying, it’s an old NRI lady
Munnu: ah she will be screwed up in the evening

In between (Munnu took her mobile and ringed “what are you doing there?” “Nothing, just adjusting the sari; new one no? The cotton stuffy, it’s always terrible to manager when use first.)

Achu: God what ever happens with the client, I can’t postponed the treat.
Munnu: you are always crazy about food. Why can’t you think work is important than the treat.
Achu: what rubbish, how come work important, munnu? Neither work nor food is important. The treat which means; we three of us alone for some time including some foods is important.
Munnu: mmm mmm ok ok. You are always an expert in twisting sentences.
Paachu: what are you girls arguing about?
Munnu: nothing just some food matter (blinking her eyes at Achu)

We caught a rickshaw and directed the places to stop. Its now time for a chat.

Paachu: I don’t know how I will manage that old lady.
Munnu: Hey no worries. It will be easy. Just hear her needs and suggest.
Achu: Good luck dude for waste of time.
Paachu: Oh no achu please don’t tell like that I got to get this client, shit I am getting nervous.
Achu: Nervous? at this age? Don’t you feel shame to use that?
Munnu: hey you can’t proclaim like that. I still remember your first days at this office. You were so nervous and made at least 5 calls in a minute and we were comforting you.
Paachu: yeah. He he. You were complaining “the staffs are all too arrogant, they gave a huge task, I got to make new deals, o what will I do? I will resign.” Etc etc
(Munnu giggling uncontrollably)
Achu: (with a weird smile) yes, we almost passed 4 years. The years kept going. We became so busy.
Munnu: Do you both remember our train journeys? All wonderful days. No tensions, but didn’t know that, those were the peaceful days of our life.
Paachu: What’s wrong now? We are still together no? Thank god!
Achu; Yes but the lost days are lost..

Paachu: All we can do now is making these days setting good memories for some day in our future.
Munnu: Yeah say; after 05years we will be thinking ‘hey 05years back we talked the same way as we did today’.
Achu: Why does past always hurts.
Paachu: Stop it now don’t go further. Let’s talk something else. Ah achu, tell how’s this saree?
Munnu: Good color da. And this cotton saree is always good for bank people. What we say an “Indian official look”.
Achu: “India official look” new word to the dictionary.
Paachu: I agree with munnu. Indian officials wear cotton sarees, especially the govt officials. Isn’t it munnu.
Achu: what ever. Wear what ever in which you are comfortable.

All together: yaah that’s it..

Paachu left at Bank road while the rest of us drove to mg road. Both of our offices are there.

We got busy I our official stuffs. In between the planner/reminder one “munnu” put a call conference again at the lunch break. Say girls what we will cook if we go for the treat today? Our kids will starve and husbands too.
Paachu: Ayyo we ddint think much about it
Achu: yes. Shoo now bring a plan. Munnu think fast da.
Paachu: I have an idea. Little money consuming. Any problem?
Achu: what? Tell fast.
Paachu: We will order the food. He he he funny isn’t it.
Achu: oh who don’t know this idea?
Munnu: hey that’s the only possible way buddies.
Paachu: you don’t talk much ok. You couldn’t tell it first no?
Achu: it was in my mind. I thought you girls will be having better ideas.
Munnu: laughing- now stop it. This is the only way, achu you call the “South Indian Meal house” and order food.
Achu: ok .I will do that. But what to order? Give me the list.
Paachu: 02 kerala rice with fish curry for me.
Munnu: yes we can order the same for everyone.
Achu: paachu will (neelu-[Nilambari]) molu eat a full meal? One is enough no?
Munnu: oh my kanjoos. Its better be more than fewer.
Paachu: yes if anything left we will send it to your house for Bruno (doggy)
Achu: ayyeda..our bruno wont eat waste. ;)
Munnu: ha ha ha she cares Bruno more than nuno [Narayan] (her son) now stop fighting.
Paachu: (laughing) hmm so do everything as we said.
Achu: at what time you both will leave
Munnu: me at 5:30. you come to my office,achu.
Paachu: Ok you girls join ther. I will reach Vanilla directly. Cant think about the dumb traffic.
Achu: yes.hmm around 6:45 we will reach there. Paachu if you reach first please don’t mind to wait us.
Paachu: podi pulle [meaning-grass] he he
Achu: well how was the meeting paachu.
Paachu: what to say man. The lady shifted the meeting to afternoon.
Munnu: Bad luck. Anyway handle her well.
Achu: please try to please her before 5:30.ha ha
Munnu: (laughing) he he yeah..
Paachu: I will try to pack her.
Achu: you are an expert in that.
Paachu: munnu one more thing, when is niru mon[Nirupam-munnus son]PTA meeting.
Munnu: Its on next Monday,chettan will go..hmm ok then. Let’s complete our works.

The call ended.

We three had lunch fast and get back to the works. At around 5:15 I completed my works. Started to wind up and at 5:25 I left my place I walked through the busy crowded M.G road to munnus office. I waited at the reception and got a word from the receptionist that she’s with her team members, giving some instructions about a new project. Hmm this is the problem with the Project Managers. They call for a conference at any mid night. But the team members are lucky that their PM is the cool lady “Munnu”. Finally she came out speaking on her mobile phone. I didn’t interrupt.

She gestured to call the cab halted in front of her office. We got in. Munnu gasped and said “what a life no?” I said “what da life’s always like this, think ours is better”
Munnu: yes. You are right. The taxi stopped at a thousand signals. On the way we called paachu, and she told she left office just now.

We both reached at the Vanilla Hut Restaurant this location we always choose for specials occasions like this. A calm and quite place, completely different from the teen-style. It’s made in a different style. It has an extension of space over the water and its open air. The flooring is of wooden and you can hear your foot taps while you walk. Each table is at a good distance that assures privacy for gossiping. We took our table. Settle our bags on one chair. We could see the setting sun. While we make orders she rushed in. with a foolish smile she sat on her chair. Paachu suddenly broken in with the topic of pangu, the one who’s abroad.

Paachu: Hey girls pangus gona be a mom once again.
Achu and Munnu: is it? Shes carrying, she never told us.
Paachu: yes.she tried to call us last week but didn’t get it.
Munnu: yaa.i remember saw her missed call.
Achu: huh. Its time for her second baby to come..he he
Munnu: Feels to see her.
Paachu and Achu: yes. Very badly.
Munnu: Why can’t we call her now?
Paachu: best idea.
Munnu dialed her number and after few seconds she picked the call. Saying da I am at the hospital. Made an appointment for check up.
Munnu: Its oke. We will call later, called you just to say that we are missing you.
Pangu: Me too. Wish to see you all. I will be coming by next month second week.Pls tell paachu and achu also.
Munnu: Wow that’s big news. Yeah its better you come here. It helps you to take better care from mother’s house.
Pangu: hey the nurse calld out for me. Let me go and catch you all soon. Love you
Munnu: Love you too.

Call ended

Achu: What she’s telling?
Paachu: is she all right. Heard something like hospital and all.
Munnu: She’s fine, right now at the hospital for the check up. and she’s coming to native next month.
Achu & paachu: wow that’s great news
Paachu: She’s a poor stupid. no?
Achu & Paachu: hmm yeh.so now its time to schedule another treat after pangu comes.
Munnu: let her reach here first.

The waiter arrived with the dishes. The bowls of hot yummy fried rice and noodles came. Paachu gave me a naughty look. Eatables are ready on the table. Now what are you both waiting for? – munnu asked.

Achu jerked in and said “did you forget that on every special day you promised to allow us to have beer??”
Munnu with a crooked smile answered: when did I promise that? I don’t remember.
Paachu: you cant do like this.
Munnu: ok ok. I am not going to break the promise, you both are allowed today.
Paachu and me called the waiter loudly with excitement and ordered for two bottles of beer and one bottle pepsi.
Munnu: don’t you girls think that you ordered pretty much?
Achu: na I don’t think so. Its just two bottles. And half of a beer bottle is just froth.
Paachu: aysa hai. He he
Munnu: hmmmmm mmm..

The bottles arrived and we poured it in two glasses. and pepsin in another glass for munnu. We raised our glasses and said “cheers”. The food was delicious, we were involved in a lengthy talks comprising about every topics. Our family/ relative talks, kids/ school/competition talks, talked about visiting native, Husband/ his work, planning for holiday trips, and finally we came to the final topic of ours, our past days. The days we left over in the past, the days in which we could hear the whistle of the engine and the announcements at the railway station, the cracker days, the fights with the co- passengers, the travel on the steps in the evening, the vada-coffee -idly breakfast and lots more. We never knew that this once in the future we will sit like this and discuss all this recollecting one by one. The effect of the beer made me jovial than usual and it made serious effect on paachu. I laughed and chuckled while paachu made serious shrugs. We both started to confess to munnu, even though we know that all the small small mischief’s we hide from her are known to her. I snatched the bottle and poured, while paachu said. Its enough for you, I am totally tensed I will have the rest. I was taking the biggest gulp handed the bottle back to her. Munnu stared us with her kind loving face said: hey both of you please lower your voice. This is an open air restaurant. Everyone is noticing us. It’s not our old rusted train compartment. And it’s going to be 8:45pm we got to go home. Saying this munnu paid for the bill.

Oh yesss…paachu come on lets move on..are you fit? Paachu said: na na..no effect. Achu: Yeh for me too..this beer is not that good.. we lost our money..paachu:who lost whos money?? Munnu paid the bill..achu: ya munus money = achu +paachu money..evryone laugh out louder.


By now it was dark and the street lights on the shore line was all on. The breeze was stroking our hairs. We felt like we went back a 5 years and reached 11th of Dec 2009. But with eyes half filled we all realized that we can’t go back to those smooth, good, lovely, easy days again…

8.12.09

what is LOVE??


[ From ages the most commen question existed in human mind was nothing but this "What is LOve?".There are only very rare people who live single nd die single in the history.what does real love look and feel like? we can say that its whn two people seem to knw each other fo ages nd even in their previous lives. They can go on talkin nd talkin nd conversation nver lacks topics nd never gets dul. Or people dnt have to say nything becos they understand each othr without words. nd those moments, minutes nd even hours f silence ar never uncomfortable. True love is whn partners complete one another, when they ar together its peaceful, the whole other world with its sufferings nd problems doesn exist nd nothing even matters.]
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[current time 12:56pm,Tue 08th Dec 2009]

the above seen is wot i wrote a few months back..and bcez f lack of time..kept it in the drafts itself..i thot i need to think a lot to write about love..i thot its something very tough..but to be frank..the concept has changed for me.. accordin to my belief,.thers nothing much to describe about "LOve"..Love has only one defenition in my dictionary now and thats "understanding"..my kootharas myt hav broke out f a forceful laugh,,readin it..i know..hmm..he he i m superprised at myself fr tis change..

lemme come back to the topic ;) ..love can never be fully described thats it.It's different to everyone in some way..In love you need not to be get forced by your partner to do somthing..yu automatiocally chages..wot happns is,your love says his/her wish and you tends to follow it..somtimes not knowing that you have sank up to your neck in love..its understanding which binds love..and its love which ease trouble times..Its not important to stay togather..nd love travels faster than light = (exactly 299792458 metres per second) he he :P . well i cudnt calculate d correct speed of love yet anyway [estimated spped of travel is 1234567891011121314151617181920 m/sec].. i guess,this cud be right heee.. :D .. you dont have to talk or touch,u ill feel their presence..i am embarrassed as you all are..and somtimes its tough to realize that my ethics and strategies are all wiped out from me..in know its a shame..but its a SWEET shame.. i never thot i wud go againts my conscience,..but love is that powerfull that it twist you..bend you..coil you..wrap you..roll you..pull you..push you..turn you..wrench you.. and all you will do is..be quite and act the commands..you are a "puppet" and you will be manipulated by LOVE..

All i want to say is,this is the first time i am experiencin wot true love is..it cant turn the whole world upside down as it is said or written in books..but sure it gives an aim in life..it chages even ones attitude..sometimes it can act as a remedy to kill idleness..

Lemme atleast announce to my circle of IK4 world that my search is completed..i reached my destination..

29.11.09

29Th NOVEMBER 2009!!!

Hey babyss..the number "29" have got really somthing to do with we kootharas.the total number of posts in our blog was "29".. nd this is the the 30th post..nd if yu look at the heading right now you can see one more thing.. if we omit two "zeros[0]" from the running year "2009"..the number again is "29"...he he well leave it..hm yeahh,,.lemme come to the point nw..i know yu all might be thinking.."nathing happnd so far as wot we thot while we took the decision that we will acess lfe for six months"..i think pretty much happned,,we learned to HOPE AGAINST HOPE..and sooo we extended the hope line till 29th December..giving ourselves one more chance..so here in this post i will leave three spaces with our names as headings..and wot we guys hav to do is write wot al chages hapnd in our life during this limited time period,,even if it was very silly yu hav to mention it..if you dont remember right now you can add it later on also, whn ever yu get a point[but only positives pls...:D he he]..oke???i will take the first turn..here it goesss..

MACHU:-
1)Friends are there in every situations
2)I found my true love[one of Biggest change]
3)I understood the value of life
4)I got the courage to make the right choices in life
5)I learned that to servive on earth is more important than slipin ourselves to death.


PAACHU:-
1)friends are precious.. that proved specially by these 2 "gadies":)
2)he he...... hop for the best
3)life is meaningful only when we will face the difficulties and overcom it.
4)respect ourself and think we are also one of the important factors in this world
5)yes, "love" is the most important thing behind all success...

MUNNU:-
1)I Got three Loving Siters : Soul Mates
2)Iam writing it now....The chnge in the dilema i thought it is through that person...but was mistaken.(hope my dear Achu n pachu wil understand wat i meant to write here)
3)Friendship ,i cannot move without ma great friends
4)Understood the values of Lyf
5)Lot More services to be done before leaving this world
6)Love is the satisfactory answer to every problem


Keep love in your heart. A life without it is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring. -----Oscar Wilde

Life is just one damned thing after another. ----Erbert Hubbard

Life is like an onion; you peel off one layer at a time and sometimes you weep. ----Carl Sandburg

13.11.09

a QuesTioN..." WOt ar WE DesTineD fOr?"

Hi koothars after a break ur machu s bak wit her pencil nd eraser to start messing up d wall heeeeeeee :P . As always, today at tis moment too I m wondering hw fast d days nd months are movin. Once I hav been through a blog which showed d death meter in which d seconds kept on minus from the total duration of Life...it’s true nd I realize it now…we are losin our pracious time granded ..WE ALL ARE LOSERS infact..he he he..i used to feel that something is
Draining from me…i concluded .. that wsa TIME...I dont Fear death, but fearin about how to survive. We all are at the point of exhaustion....

I used to complain that no matter whatever I do, things kept turning out wrong. Then I started to blame God for how he has abandoned me.I know there would be people who are least blessed than me and still views themselves as capable and competent. Don’t know why I am always on the negative pole. ;)


I have not achieved anything I wanted in my life and I always blame myself for that,now i figured out where the problm begined. the fact is everybody including u nd me.. believe that we are destined for more. Inside, in the core of hearts, we know that where we are in life now is not where we should be…not where we dreamed to be. We never realized our destiny.
Our fault is nothing but we never work for our dreams;no complaints!!!!coz i kno some of us are tied in family commitments while others in some other vows. May be it’s because we are born in such a place where women are seen as caging creatures. And for the same reason we are afraid to act as we wish. The society is diffrent, people are braught up with some odd beliefs nd Prejudices. There are limits in protesting too. However I believe we are enjoying our best, at least a thousand folds better than any other girls in our place. We enjoy Sunday outings, we go for movies, we go where ever possible within the boundaries and I am proud for that. As our greatest Paulo Coelho says it’s all about destiny. We must find what we are born for. But a question mark [?] still remains there. How we will find it? Lemme just undergo a study about it. Give me some time... he he he

Wordings of a great person as follows:

[Anyone can make great strides towards advancing in the direction of their destiny – but it takes a definite shift in attitude, a definite shift in action, and a bit of courage…]

Are we capable to do as what says with in the above square brackets? Well lets see what we can do after November 29/2009 our day. I know like me, you girls also started count down!and the Veega trip..we must not change the plan..and As I commented for munus last post lets just plan fr a lunch somewhere where we can discuss about our past days since we made the pledge. Let’s estimate how many changes we acquired in the period… start to list it babys!!



["We are travelers on a cosmic journey,stardust,swirling and dancing in the eddies and whirlpools of infinity. Life is eternal. We have stopped for a moment to encounter each other, to meet, to love, to share.This is a precious moment. It is a little parenthesis in eternity."
— Paulo Coelho (The Alchemist)....]

3.11.09

Few More days for November 29

Its been a long tim after i had written sme thing in our dream blog wer we are free to write anything ..:) dnt know wer lif is pushing the ik 4 ....:( our dearest panku is going to Sharjah on 5th and we miss her a lot..i cant forget our meeting on October 31st...its hard to tolerate even though we expected this moment..Miss u dear...love u ..:)

We planned to see her on 4th and i couldnt make it ..why this hapnd...i realy misd that oprtunity to c her before her journey to Sharjah..:( MIss u dear....Hop to meet u soon...

The last one yr passed so quickly...Now its November and I dnt know wat is hapening to me.and my frnds...its only few more days left for Nov 29..dnt kn wat GOD has planned for us..

I need a change..we all need a change ...dnt know wat it is...Let our kannan decide....

Love u all k...Happy journey to our dearest pankuuuu..:)

19.10.09

A day to "Home of FAITH"

This is a short outline about a days experience to a child care centre run by a Christian missionary in Cochin. The idea was put forward by our dearest soumya(munnu)- the one who always keeps her hands open for people who needs any kind of support.

Unlike other days it was a day which kept me frantic from the day break itself. I traveled alone to Cochin since paachu was absent- busy celebrating her birthday with her husband at Bangalore and Munnu who left the place early by the first train. My inner self was totally frozen with the thought of being unsuccessful in everything, after arriving at my destination station I managed myself to pull myself out of the hugh stream of commuters. As always I preferred to walk till my work place. Walking alone is one of my favorite habits. I find it as a time for decision making. The thought about changing the job rolled up and down inside my mind. As all these days, today also I was bad at work, killed every valuable seconds lost in thought keeping all those pending works accumulated to be a mountain of burden for some other day.


By about 11:30am I got call from munnu reconfirming about the visit to the child care centre located at Kakkanad, Cochin. I was actually not aware about what I was going to experience there, even though I have seen it in some movies. Even if I always think about donating or helping people who lacks support and are been ignored by the society, It was for the first time in my life I have been to such a charity related place. I couldn’t contribute anything apart from my presence today but made a decision that I will save form this neglected ones further.

I left my office by 2 pm soon after having idly from my colleague’s lunch box. The sun was hitting on my brains so hard that I felt my vision was getting blurred. I got in to the bus and paid for the ticket to palarivattom where munnu directed me to reach. Everything has a particular usual fashion of its own even the traffic at Cochin; it was terrifying as always. I stepped down at my stop while a silver color versa was waiting for me from a few minutes earlier. I joined munnu along with her two friends- who worked with her in her previous company, two youth with a different light in their eyes. Such people are jeopardizing from the phase of earth. We drove through the neat roads to kakknad where the famous info park is situated.

We parked our car on the pavement in front of “Home of Faith”. Like all other Christian establishments this place also had a well set garden in front of it. The other three people in my company were frequent visitors of this institution. We were greeted by two sisters; Sisters Anila and Sister Tresa with a simple smile on their lips. The glitter in their eyes made my soul chilled. Noticing the familiar faces, some kids rush out from their classes and climb over ishaq who appeared so kind to those children. Two boys who seemed smart came forward to me and grabbed the packets of chocolates we bought from the reliance fresh market in-between the drive. All the children were handicapped. The first scene itself made my heart sank. This visit was an eye opener for a person like me who always highlight the simple drawbacks, the faults which can overcome putting a little hard work. As compared to them we are blessed with everything. We are capable to walk, run, sit, stand, write, read, eat, wash, play, everything by our own. “We are emperors of Independence”. A boy called bipin showed us the way to a class room where other boys were in. Seeing the small boy distributing the chocolates other kids also gathered around to receive their fraction. I felt myself getting liter. We sat down on the floor with those kids of god and enjoyed the conversation. The most pathetic situation is being seen as a mess by those whom you love, those kids were left over by their relatives because of the same reason that they were born in atypical physical condition. I couldn’t bear the wetness under their eyes, that too in this small age, at which a child require full care and support from his/her family. We bathe in extravagance, always spoon fed never know what real suffering is. I will say the greatest wealth we possess is our physical condition -The blessing with no disfigurement. We never think about those who are physically or mentally challenged, how they survive. We are bored of the luxuries while a group of god’s creations same as every one of us are struggling to meet their basic needs. The trip made a Hugh change in me. Since then whenever I am sad I will think about those miserable faces which have the traces of uncertainty. I am happy for a single reason that I could help three of the kids to walk-who are incapable to walk by their own. I felt their core bouncing with delight when their icy feet get in touch with the warm skin of Mother Earth. At some moments we never know the grains of hour glass grabbed so many minutes from us. We were approaching 4 o’ clock in the evening- time for us to leave the dwelling of God. I never felt I can cheer up someone only with my presence, but that day I felt proud that I could do it. I consider it as an achievement. If ever I feel I have no one to care me, I am sure I will return to this place for ever where I can give care receiving just love in return.

We started to set up ourselves to leave. It was indeed a difficult fact. We managed some how to induce the kids that we will come the next day. Some eyes were already soaked by that time. I felt a strange wisp of air at my chest. The others were used to this feeling but as this is the first time for me it troubled me for the rest of the day. I am feeling grateful to myself for having a better life. I thought, the problems I faced were the worst in the world but it was nothing as compared to theirs. I could hardly raise my hands to wave them.

We got in the vehicle. I didn’t have the courage to turn back at them once again. I took decided, that as long as I am in control of myself, I will return and make visit of this place again and again. As we drove across the big building lined roads I was mind over flowing thinking about a plan to support this kind of organizations, were life is quite unusual than ours.

I am happy that there are institutions like “Home of faith” to encourage them and to give hope and support for their future. There is another foundation called SOS Children’s Village at Trichur where they take care of orphan children’s in a peculiar way from other orphanages in the country. A place which made us loves to stay there at least a night. Here they assists children in schooling and growing, and teaches them how to be successful, stable adults in the working communities when they leave the House. It is constructed in a different manner. They have several houses in the compound. In each house a “Mother” too who will look after the kids. It’s unique. The idea is brilliant. A truly homely atmosphere... Thank you so much munnu for taking initiative and energizing us to take resolution in beginning servicing children.


I invite everyone for your valuable support. Please find the contact details below:

Home of Faith,Cochin : +91 484 2422250

Sos Children's Village : +91 487 2315539
Thrissur

1.9.09

Delhi trip and Panku's marriage ......:)

Let me start with ma Delhi trip which i went in between..to say it was an official trip for training in design stuffs but as Dilli is a place were i have lot of my friends settled out, the trip turned out to be a superb with lots of enjoyement ...the training was 4 two days and i spent the weekend with my dear friends...but above all i missed my ik4..and even i missed our pankus betrothal..:( With frnds i went to see Red fort and India gate..its after one year i could even feel happinees frm my heart..The last one year moved so quickly and i want the rest of my lif to be lik this...the year which paased on was really filled with lot of emotions , tears, sadness etc..except the moment we were together...even the other k's might be feeling the same...then the thumb impression stuf which we awaited with lots of curiosity and went off as usual..:(

The hot news for this week is our pangu got married.we three went for her marriage and enjoyed a lot..our panku was jus lik an angel..so beautiful....we are going to miss her a lot..We all wish u all the happiness through out the lif..let the almghty shower all his blessings towards both of u...we love u dear panku...


This week will be really a tough one that we will not be together for this week..machu n paachu is going to their home town..panku is busy with her new lif..he he..and myself i dont know ...nothing planned...miss u ol...love u ...

enjoy dear....

28.8.09

The Tumb Impression stuff!!

hey baibyss..today is 28th of AUGUST..i know everyone wud be excited as i am..we counted and counted for the date Aug 29th since i made the booking at the jyothisham people..i dont know wot those guys are gona predict and tell..just highly curious to know about our future.. nd now the day fr which we were waiting for the whole streatch of time has come above our head..i remember my Moms comment:"life is all about inviting everything.. evrything.. happiness.. sorrow..stress.. strain...struggles..evrything with out knowing wot nd how it wud be..we all are born to live..and thers no point in knowing the future and later living it..laugh at evry negative things and move on the destiny like a fether in wind..its like spoiling the suspance of a great film"..well i treasue her comments but,,i m helpless..not only me but we three;[munnu,paachu,machu]..geting restless now..prayin god that he wont tell anything negative..i dont know wots happnin..but i seriously felt like wot i told yu both in the train today morning..its true that i cudnt see any light on the left shoulder.. but i found myself..struggling to breath..the air became heavy..i cudnt eat..i was not hungry even tho i crossed ma lunch time..my hands were shivering..i looked at the mirror mor than a dezon times..i was tensed all the way like anything..my eyes were runing here and there..i felt comfortless to sit,talk,eat and evry movements of mine were tight.. as if ma plasma has frozen like ice..i need yu gals to pray fr me today..cez i really feel that i got want i was waiting for all these days..hes like magus..he some times talks like magus..i m not comparing to some booky prople..do yu remember the dilog of magus [you were my hope during my days of loneliness, my anxiety during moments of doubt, my certainty during moments of faith]..this one is the very single line which took my heart whn i read it.. and still remain in ma heart with same pride since then..nd now i can promise yu all that the climax of my story will end by joining Brida nad Magus.. there wont be any laurance to come in between..and took away the heroin..fr sure..feels like m back to ma stability.. i wont change..dont worry i wont go against yu..yur gals are like my street lapms..who will show me the best and the good path to lead with..anyway we will be able to conclude and make appropriate decisions tomorow..keep on prayers!! god bless yu all.. hoping fr the besttt..


love

machu

14.8.09

Soulmate..


to be frank.. i was not that aware about wot the word "soulmate" really means.. but since after i read the book "Brida" of the great writer Professor Paulo Cohelo..i started to get so keen inside to the topic..its just because i found some similarities in me nd Brida..the surprsin thing is that d Brida's age nd mine is same..22..i know i m lil kinda nutss.. he wrote that book 4-5 years back and if we count it that way.. brida will be 5 yrs elder than me.. he he he.. [a smal joke in btwn].. i liked that concept and it striked me at the depths of ma heart,,nd i got carzy learnin about soulmates and it has become one f ma need to find mine..i dont know whthr the tricks given in the book to identify soulmates will work out or not..with out thinkin much i decided to take a try..but i m knot up in confusions..any way find "some facts about Soul Mates!!" below :-

its consider stupid nd just 'myth' by majority of the mordern world..but m not gona giv up..i hope ma koothars also hav the same intrest especially munnus nnu..as the author said.. i believ a soul is like an atom, after death soul fission occurs and it splits in to several other small souls and takes birth in different places,in diffrnt gender and color.so take it as yur need to find yur soul mate..we should keep our eyes open and pay closer attention to our relationships, in order that we might recognize those soul mates..

[Soul Mates ar a universal flow f untapped energy tat we can relate to as love and many of us do not understand the meaning of this. It s the same thing we keep avoiding al our life whn we don't invest ourselves fully in our relationships anyway! On an unconscious level, Soul Mates tap into te energy of unconditional love.]

Soulmates do hav many similar interests nd share an almost equal interest in their life direction. They wil think alike, nd in many cases wil b able to continue speaking a sentence wher de other one has left off. They ar a mirror f each other, although thy do not hav to be exactly de same. However, each one compliments the other with their individual strengths nd weaknesses nd they wil understand each other by being on same 'wavelength'. Thus its proven here tat some soulmates exist in our life as "GREAT FRIENDS".i am sure yu all might be couting the situations u felt yur friends hav read yur mind..[better use the word "steal yur mind" here he he he]

Some kind of soulmates come in to our life just to make us HAPpy for the time, just to help us get out of problems,sometimes just to protect us from a bad road accident;they usually will not stay in our lives for a great length of time.We will be feeling blessed at having had them in our life at that necessary moment.Some times their role will be to provide us with a push toward making a small decision in order to keep us moving in our lives and struggles at that time.

I know wots the question in ur mind at this moment :"will I ever meet my Soul Mates?". wot yu hav to do is just keep searching throughout your life fr the perfect partner fr yu,at the same time yu should be willing ot be the 'right' Soul Mate for someone else[its not that difficult as yu think]...

hav yu eva felt a tickle on yur chest whn yu hear someones voice?a light whn yu saw someone yu felt who s special fr yu? felt uneaziness to look in to someones eyes? used to become nervous and concious about yurself whn someone special is nearby you?.then dont mis out,that 'someone' cud b yur soulmate.

here i am stopin ma lengthy post..but make sure that yu havnt missed yur soulmate some where in yur past..if ys go back and pick them.. a soulmate is all about "Unconditional love",a love which we hav for ourself deep inside us..ys its true that evryone loves themselves more than anyother..same way..the love fr a soulmate to another soulmate is uncoditional..cos once in the timeline..they all were ONE.. and later splited up along with the flow of time...

:) :) :)

Uuuuuuuaaaaaaaaaahhhh just woKe uP after a stRetCHY slEEEEEEp ..he he

hi gurlyss..after long time eh.. i feel so sorry for wot had happnd to us in the past few weeks.. aham anyway not gona think back about it.. jo ho gaya so hogaya ennale paraya ??.. he he..

a broken egg and lost hour cant be retained ever.. thats the fact.. i know each and evry one of us were been collopsed with their own head aches..but now its time to shrugg ourself from all the tensions, get busy planing for the great DAY-pangus marriage..its true that one by one we all will be omited out for a married life..none of us can stop it..but we must keep our promise not to detatch with each other at any cost,,like some adds says "ALWAYS STAY CONNECTED"..munnu.. nex is yur turn yu start count down baby..hey hey hey i can see yur mockin yur face.. kalivenda... dont foget about the promise i have given to ik4 its stored in paachus mobile and i cant delete it also.. so better yu get married and save me from breakin the WORD..coz.. machu nu chaadi povan ulla oru tendency...he he heeee..

nw hopin that changes are noticin us too..we have give dead line for ourself no? NOVEMBER 29th 2009.. sure m expecting some changes in us..we are geting closer to that day.. nd the black color has fade to gray nd by that day it will fade and fade and become WHITE.. which brings brightness to our lives,,..so stay tune..cheeky chubby babys..

love yu all..sometimes i feel like i hav lost ma ability to show hw much i love evryone..circumstances made me lil more rough..m sorry to all of yu.. i know i havnt done anythin.. but since i m sorry to myself.. i m sorry to yu all too.. cez yu 3 are my most needed organs..he he

munna- my brain
pangu- my lungs
paachu- my kidney

wonderin whos my "heart" then.hei na?? he he he..oooops dont get angry.."heart" always confuses..ik4 never put me into confusions.. yu guys always kick me outa confusions..nd hence none of yu can be labeld "heart".. am i right buddys??
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Srk says somtimes v must hear to our hearts['dil'] too"
[donnnnn..tttu misundrrrrrrstandu me..ha ha ha ha ha]


waitin for the day Aug 29th 2009 .. hop our thumb impression idea will work out successfully.. who knows..

Hey Baghvaan .. tHeri Kripa.. :D :D

2.8.09

FRIENDSHIP DAY

Today is the friendship day...Even though i believe there is no need for a special day caled friendship day,its cool to have one lik this ..do u know why???Even wen we are busy with our own work, this day forces us to think abt our best pals to a great extent,...even they r in our heart this busy world is keeping us away from those bes friends and this day will make us think of them for sure...

Me and machu went for a movie "LOVE AAJ KAL" ..it was a Nice one with some flop in between he he...but we two enjoyed it...thats wat we want..we missed our panku and paachu badly.....


We even dreamt abt the Fhip day in Next year..he he..GOD Knows wat will happen by that time...

So Happy Friend Ship ....May our Lif be always blessed with beautiful,memorable days together ....

Love u ol....take care.....

23.7.09

Happy Bday dear Machuu

It took one month to have smething in our blog ever since our last post...any how i feel so happy that i am able to write smething in our own IK blog on this special occassion..24th July being our machu's piranaalu...we want to celebrate it to the farthest extent..(sunday for sure)

Many more happy returns of the day dear...on behalf of all Imperial K's

This year will be deftly a new begng for u dear..not only u for all of us..he he ..iam sure abt it....


There are lot of plans for tomorrow..i dont want to brak the suspense now...Hope we all will be in alpy tomorow mrning....

Enjoy my dear...love u a lot..None has defined any word to express my love towards u....With ol my prayers and love ....have a great year and lyf ahead.....

Once more" MANY MANY HAPPY RETURNS OF THE DAY" love uuuuu...ummmaaahhhh

24.6.09

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evry kootharas pls dont think the above sceen is a copy pasted one.. i took plenty of time and created it.. its too tough yu know.. anyways i lov strugglin fr ma people.. mmuaahhh.. hav lot of things to write here but no time now..

14.5.09

dizzy dazzy tozzy tizzy ;)

from the last two weeks.. its seen that all the kootharas are bein thru dizzy fields.. always hit by gloominess.. dont know the reason..may be it is becez one of our member is gona get married.. its infact the most important thing to be happn in a gals life we are happy for that but at the same time.. a kinda sad feeling.. nd thru out teh week we misd kuttappan..yes its true that we went to exhibition but only three of us wer ter... we enjoyed the sky ship and gaint wheel.. trown out throts outa mouth..but frm deep inside we were wishin for the other two who cudnt join us coz of some other[family/personal]engagements..i think this post is not really necessary..but just wanted to bring others concentrations again to our own proprty IK5...keep updating..its all fun.. babyss... love yu all. we must be the only gals who enjoy life to the fullest.. our aim is to make this life worthwhile..forget the sorrow part and flex up the happiest part..say ik5 ki jaaaaaaaaaaaiiii :D

7.5.09

LIFE AFTER DEATH

Life after death...wat do u all think abt this??? I read some articles regarding this topic and i would like to share thoses things with our IK-5 Team...

" There is rebirth of character, but no transmigration of a self. Thy thought-forms reappear, but there is no ego-entity transferred. The stanza uttered by a teacher is reborn in the scholar who repeats the words.Only through ignorance and delusion do men indulge in the dream that their souls are separate and self-existent entities. Thy heart, O Brahman, is cleaving still to self; thou art anxious about heaven but thou seekest the pleasures of self in heaven, and thus thou canst not see the bliss of truth and the immortality of truth." by Budha
While some believe it's impossible to know whether there is life after death, belief in immortality is timeless. People of all times and places in history have believed that the human soul survives death.

When we talk about rebirth or reincarnation, some people laugh at the idea. They consider such belief is passe and obsolete. Others may think such question is in arena of religion. After all, it concerns what is after death.

This is one of the typical accounts collected by an American doctor-pediatrician Melvin Morse, published in his book Closer to the Light [7]. His first encounter with such an event of transitory death was in 1982 when he revived nine year-old Katherine who had drowned in a public pool. Katherine told him how, during the time she was dead, she met with a nice lady who called herself Elizabeth; this was probably her Guardian Angel. Elizabeth greeted Katherine's soul lovingly and talked with her. Knowing that Katherine was not ready to come into the spiritual world, Elizabeth allowed her to return to her body. At the time of this event, Dr. Morris' medical career had him working in a hospital in Pocatello, Idaho. The child's account had such a profound effect on a man who, until then, was skeptical of anything spiritual, that he decided to explore deeper what happens to a person immediately after death. In Katherine's case, Dr. Morse was especially astounded at the details with which she was able to describe what she had observed, both at the hospital and at her home, during the time she was clinically dead. Dr. Morse checked into and confirmed the accuracy of her "out of body" observations. It was as if she had been an eyewitness to the events that had transpired during the time that she was dead.

While the souls of people who died naturally experience relief and happiness, suicide victims, quite to the contrary, experience confusion and torment. A specialist in the field of suicide summed up the fact very well: "If you leave life with a restless soul, then you will arrive into the other world with a restless soul." Suicide victims commit suicide to "end it all," but, as it happens, it is only their beginning in the other world.

Here are a few contemporary accounts that illustrate the otherworldly state of suicide victims.

One man, who loved his wife dearly, killed himself when she died. He hoped to reunite with her for eternity, but things turned out quite differently. When the doctor revived him, he said: "I was in a place quite different from where she was… It was a dreadful place… and immediately I realized that I had made a huge mistake"

Another man, who survived death, tells the following: "When I arrived there, I understood that two things are absolutely forbidden — to kill oneself or to kill others. If I had decided to kill myself it would have meant throwing into the Face of God the gift he had bestowed upon me. To kill someone is to disrupt God's plan for that person"

GOD has a plan to everyone..:)

It seems these facts are really interesting...rebirth or reincarnation are the things which are not as simple as it appears to be...

30.4.09

Munna “The Bizarre”

I don’t know whether it is all right to write about a single member separately while there are 3 more people apart from me. But don’t know why I felt to do it. anyways i believe Ik5 is the place where you can always go against the "rules n regulations" so here I am not bothering about the consequences and moving ahead with ma fancy. From the very begging itself munna remained so uncommon with her never ending… always diamond shining smile on her face. I don’t know why, but I always believed that the people who are seen smiling are a dwelling of sorrows… and I was totally stunned when I get to know more about ma munna.
She’s so fond of her friends…have few but are considered gems. I am not discriminating guys… I am just giving you all an outline about the "jewel" in our group. She always surprises me with her attitude… she truss her issues even if it thrives hundred times in a minute but she struggles a lot to hold it. Some times we miss out all the good things with our carelessness. It happens! “Fortune knocks at every man's door once in a life, but in a many cases we will be “OUT OF ORDER” at the moment and fails to act.So forget the unnecessary stuffs.Here I am introducing the POWERFULL chic f iK5. Count her company at any sore instant. She will be there with her perpetual, wide mouth with glittering teeth saying “common da cheer up, why cont we hang out today and have fun?


WARNING : NO MORE SENTIMENTS HERE AGAIN ..

28.4.09

Khoooo Khooooo……

We are the KhooooKhoooo Team….
What is a KhoooKhoooo?????????/
1. Khooo Khooo stands for the horn of the train..our chweet train…n we are the train gals..the train frens…
2. Khooo Khooo is a frantic sound we used to make so as to clear our sound (especially our dear machu is always getting infected in throat and doctor prescribed no medicine but Khoo Khoo atleast once in a week)
3. Khooo Khooo is the chorus that is heard when we K gals start singing
4. Khooo Khooo is the sound which rise from our stomach jumps out of the throat and jus in our tongue tip…..when we see some hot chicooosssseeee…

a day commencing.. with cLimate eFFectiOn!!

it was a gloomy sorta day..begin with a rapid jerk at home..without ma moby its seriously soo weary and the weather condition added flavour to ma dimness,i got out frm home walk the entire way recollecting the humor explosions happnd in the previous days with iK5..soon after i completed the half way to ma bus stop.. with ma mouths wide..giggling at the TREMENDOUS funny dilaogs thrown out by each f d iK5's,a lady takin a morning walk started staring at me with amazement.. it is not a new thing actually.. it happnd several times be4..she might be thinking that this fluffy girl had gone MAD .. i gave her a mishcievous smile and heave ma way..

i got in to ma bus..payed fr the ticket and made maself on "BUSY mode",peepin ma heads outa the windows for "maamoos"..amused myeyes by chillin them with the colors he he..it was 6:50 am,the morning was just breakin out..suddenly the thot of keepin on the same routine slapped ma mind..nd i went grumpy..the atmosphere became "blue" instead of fresh morning orange..i lost ma first train ..munna left in that..i walk against the Ladys Waiting Room nd waited fr the second train with clumpsy mind..The TRAIN:PUSH-PULL ;mourned nd arrived..i ran like PT Usha to reach fr the WOMENS ONLY compartment..made a wrestle with the aunties who are smarter and stronger than me..and stepped in.. there was paachu sarcastically makin indications to show the empty berth,where we used to climb for our second segment of sleep :)[only whn paachu n me are ter :),no one can atleast close teir eyes fr a sec f all kootharas r present].for a moment we stayed still confirming the voice of the "chutny vada seller".. v bot two plates and scrambled for our cradle. v ate it vit craving minds nd starving stomach..we wiped our hands with the piece of newspaper carried by our great "paachu mon"[this is d 1 n only 1 greatest plus point f hers].. hmm usually v plugs in the head phones fr a musical nap..but today as i lost ma moby..she also left the stuff inside her bag[hmm friends sacrifices a lot fr friends]..we missed the others nd the topic f our pre sleep talk consisited the missing members "Munnaaa,Panguu nd Kuttu"..

Dont know whn sleep ushered us.we slept peacefully on the iron rods nd wooden flaps so comfartably than on spongy-sofy beds at home..i opend ma eyes with disappointment whn paachu scratched me annoyingly on ma back ;)..i jumped up then we started combing our hairs..with the same emotion on the face- "GLOOMINESS". the train stopped wrenching hardly nd ma head hit on the iron frame of the berth..OOooooOOOOPPPzZZZ!!! pained a bit!! ..

With readymade freshness we got outa the train.. we started our usual scratching works giving hints about some good looking maamus in the station who hav just headed out frm the wagon like us...it really thrills.. but today with the gray sky nd loser feelin i cudnt make it worthy,,what we needed at that time was the other ik5'S..we forgets evrything whn v r togather..dont know wots the factor which makes us feels that way..we miss each other alwayss..even the thot about iK5 energizes ma cells :D ..[dont misunderstand],,me n paachu spoked a lil as the weather clutched our heads dramatically.. we passed the "Kovil" sayin "hey baby" to the "Devi"..and divided our path..longing to meet all the K's in the evning..on hope of havin a blast as usual..KUTTOOSEEE will miss yu badly..really really very very badly..nd we know ..you too wil do the same..The things which keep me goin the whole day is chating with ma beloved ones on office hours and waiting with spirit...heart rapidly pumping...to meet ma iK5's.. this is the TRuth... trust me!!

27.4.09

ONE MORE DRASTIC DAY PASSED... AGAIN IT BLOOMSS....

exactly... sunday was a vert dry day... all ik5 members were very gloomy... nobody had any interst to do anything... it was the hangover of saturday... unfortunately maachu lost her mobile... i thing god gave us is that a chance to face a problem??????? he he.. due to this one silly thing we will not loose our enenrgy & enthusiasm.. day by day it should be increasing... not only maachuu.. we were all tensed.. on sunday we had a plan to go for the exhibition.. .. but nothing has happand... without 5 how can we go??????? but maachu has not gave a single call to anyone.. she thought that, we would be goin and enjoying... but we will be together for any enjoyment & sadness.. maach.... uu...(NB: FOR THIS MACHU WILL SPONSER SPL AMBADI DOSA TO ALL OF US... R U AGREE WITH THIS GALS.. HE HE)... i was really missing u gals on that day... next day...we came back to our normal track...

Nothing can take our energy n smile...:)

I like to start with a simple sentence " we all love you dear maachhuu".I know ther is no need in stating this.We all love n care each other more than the gals with blood relationship.wen we r together,we are always energetic and ther wil always be a smile in our face which comes from our heart , even with lot of problems with in each one of us..we all are having some sort of attachment to our maachu's mobile jus lik its our own..but now its gone...so no more worries..Gone is gone....One mobile is not a big deal for none of us...leave that matter.

Regarding the play of Almighty,HE likes playing with our emotions a lot.Through the journey of life i have lost a lot of things forever...But in between HE helps with something...And I thank him for giving me such a great gals to be together with..:)

Sometimes Loss is never a LOSS!

Yeah.. true that sometimes life squeezes us soo tight that we vomits out our energy till the bottom..the truth is i hav been with this kinda situation from the past few dayss..lost lota things in ma life and still god never fails to grab ma most favrte stuffs frm ma hands..oh ow now who am i to blame the almighty?? none.. but still hav the right to complain against his discrimination to different human.. yes m slightly angry with him..yet lil happy too.. i never cud find ma IK5 in sucha way i hav seen on the day whn i lost ma "old" but funky "nokia 6288"- a mobile which has soo much of emotional components in it.. it was like i was surprised seein ma paachu and munna so tensed infact more than me..that clearly put me hung on the fact that they cares about ma feeling more than how much i hav thot theu wud do..i love yu both nd the rest ma pangu mon nd ma kuttu mon.. nd m really sorry.. sorry fr a life time that because f me yu cancelled the plan for "Exhibition" on sunday[27/04/2009].. i was quite despaire "seriously.. i thot i wud struk at home.. n let yu guys enjoy.. but yu guys always stunnes me with yur unique deeds.. i was like eyes out of sockets whn i heared that yu cancelld the planned only bcez f m absent..it pained.. but is really a sweet pain to go with.. i liked yur movement ;) . inshot wot i wanta write here is.. simply this.. i lost something which costs money.. but i gained yur caring..tap on ma back saying "dont worry.. things will be fine in a day"...support;which never costs a single penny[i know no super markets sells feelings still i used it to enrich d sentences..pls dont mind it he he].. love yu all IK5's .. i love the way yu all are.. be like the same.. i need it like that way.. we wil make our exhibition visit on may 1st,,.. n those bloody bugs who hav offce workin on that day..jut dig yur way n get lost :D .. orelse cancel yur itchy work junks and join with other Kootharass...mmmmuuuuuuaaaaaaaaaah

machu..

26.4.09

THe DasH dAY...

tHE dAY WAS THE worst For we Kss...No mood...No happy..No khoo khoo..nothing...
Every where a cloud of gloominess...
Saw an accident...
Herd many tragedies...
Alott of dirty stuffs...
N at the end of day Our macho ka mobile missd...Who the dirty devil has taken it...let him go to hell.

25.4.09

ThE gReAt LAuNcH…..

Thus the blogger of IK5 are launched at the time of 6.00PM on the day of 25th April 2009…That was the official inaugural ceremony of our team…
We were so excited and thrilled… in our own seriousness that we are going to do a great task…like a shuttle to be dishooom from Thumba…
Now whatever it is, we are on screen and here we start our MISSION…to break all the rules….n to rule our world…
there are some blows which clog our flow…our sensitivity get burned up at these tight moments of life…but to be sensible we are never gonna let our step back…
We declared our “Hi…style” and “Shaking hand style”….which will remain and will be only for we five…
We got our own terminologies which will remain strictly confidential…
Now when the day end… we all on bed…waving each other and complaining why it all finished so soon…but haaaa there is a tomorrow…and we are awaiting for Mr.Sunnappan to come back as fast as possible so tat we can jump off the bed and flyyyyyyyy…..
Gushnite kooooooooooooootharassssssssssssss……..
With lots of lov n hot hugs n warm kisses……..
Urs & urs only kuttusss….

24.4.09

Celebrationssss

Today we celebrated the Bday..it was really fantastic..a memorable day for the lif time...i loved the way v spent the 2 hr journey...lov u all....we have to block the day 22nd on every month and to our luck next month 22nd is a friday...happy na???????? and ther vil be people who vil never understand us n our feelings , our thoughts and our attitude...but i think v dont 've to care about it..Out thoughts r straight and v never do any harm to any one...so v guyz wil enjoy the most bcoz as i always say lif is too shrt to waste tim by hating any one or else by remaining sad for ever..these short tim is the only tim v have for lif time...and i dont have to miss it by any cost...kuttus..u dont worry at all...v vil think abt a solution which wil help u also..bcoz v dont want u to be happy with us and b sad afterwards....wat u all say ????????IK5 have to find a solution for this one...think gals!!!!!!!!! and we will kep going lik this....take care all kootharas....love u all so muccchhhh......urs munna...:)

23.4.09

tHE fIve......

OOO...I dont know y...but day by day im getting so attached to these chics of mine....I feel so relaxed wen we are five.. the carings n loving moments....our small small pottatharams which we think n kept high....

each of us are from different families..different religions..different districts...diferent socities....etc etc...but still we are together and now it is like we were born together...we are here to break the rules especially which discreminates gals from guys....but never we are a group of feminists...

its the launching ceremony of our blog on 24.04.09...n we'll blast that evening with our crackers...ooo im so sad to say that we are geting only a few hours together...

i feel always tough to manage between luttappi and Kteam....longing to jus expore myself....

wish if our team had an open jipsy...with which we cud hang out on sundays...n guys our favourite hang out place is HILLSTATIONS N WTERFALLS..wer we wer dreaming to throw ourselves to the crackers...One day we will go to Kudajathri...gals we sould...n our next destiny is GOA and Bangalore...

Now another thing we have to start some team work which we have just started thinking about...

We are Here Jus to NjOY...n ExPLOre Our LiFe....

N as Munna said....
We will remain the day 22.04.09 wer ever we are....
ooo am i getting little emotional guys?i feel like crying...ngiiiiiiiiiiiii....

I feel so embrassed wen i forgot our group name...y did i?how cud i?is dat coz iwas n a tight mood coz i got my 1st scolding from MD...dny knw...but my chics akd me 2 write impositions..
so here it is:
I LOVE YOU PAACHU....(1000 times)
I LOVE YOU PANGU....(1000 times)
I LOVE YOU MUNNA....(1000 times)
I LOVE YOU MACHU....(1000 times)

So today i.e on 23.04.09 at 11.15 P.M i login for the first time n left my 1st posting...
Yours & Yours Only
Loving KuTTu

22.4.09

iK5 's First Birthday 22.4.2009

April 22nd , 2009...The day ended up with our new blog..it turned out to be a memorable day for all of us...The return journey ofcourse , was having lot of fun...kuttus u missed it....No need of worries.. we wil make it out on the next day...lot of mandatharangals from pankuuu..really nice!!!!!!

We dont even the remember the day we all became so close...as machu said it happend by chance...and now we are 5 ...shall we take today as Imperial K 5 's Bday...the day which can be celebrated every year...So mark this rememberable day ......Happy Bday to Our koothara gangss...we will celbrate every year this daay..wherever we are....

Wat u all say?????????

Koootharas ki jaiiii.....

Love u alll...urs munnaaa

blossoming of iK5

“A true friend is the greatest of all blessings” this is what we believe... Every friendship begins small; likewise a co-incidental conversation during travel was our path to this successful group. ..Initially it was two of us ....and gradually the number increased...hours n days n weeks n months passed ...we are 'FIVE' at this moment...Now it’s like we can’t live with out each other... We eat together, we sings together, we gossips together, we makes fun of each other, pokes at each other , we sleeps on the upper berth together all in a 2hrs time of train journey during morning and evening.... The just 4hrs a day has become the most pleasurable occasions of our life...
We forgets about other household- official chunks when we are togather... Talks a bunch of topics in these exceptional edges of minutes... another craze is 'messaging'... we never count our mobile credits while passing silly but funny sms's... :)

We hangs out on all possible Sundays, location doesn’t matter.....We just want to meet each other everyday... Even if we don’t have to purchase we will take 100 rounds of window shopping just to chill out our brains. Infact.. we enjoys secrets comments about the co- shoppers...

It is by chance we met, by choice we became friends... Friendship is a strange thing....we find ourselves telling each other the deepest details of our lives...things we don't even share with our families who raised us.. No matter where we born, where we lived ,where we met. We have our disagreements...we argue... but we always concern one another. We shares humors, life experiences and in times romanticism [this one very rarely] Feels so proud when I look back because it was just like you and me... you brought another friend.. and then there were 3...so on now its is 5 we started our group... Our circle of friends... and like that circle... there is no beginning or end... love you all Kootharas!!!


Machu
22/04/09