the long lost days..

hi kootharas.. so here i am after the long miseryfull days..let me cofess here that dho i missed our train journey and the time we spent togather, the bed rest thing was really good.,.except that i felt some kind of blankness on certain days..it seems like 2010 got nothing much to make us stretch out our mouth for our tooth set to gleam.. i am happy to be back with you girls that is thousnad times true.. but geting back to the hurry life really crash my brain.. i m feeling so much piety to ourself that now a days we are living like those wandering cursed ghosts.. how cant i say that i m geting stirred with hundreds of tensions which i myself know that many are overcomeable.. we are more over ignored by evry gods.. why?? i feel like soaking my head in ice cube box for some while.. just to stop the fire over my head... we are surly walking in the wrong path,...or we dont have courage to act as how our heart says.. we are not capable of violating the rules.. and we will accpet us like this soon thinking this is wot which is written fr us.. what will i say.. we have thousand plans, we are not able to take it to reality,like now a days i m not able to sketch up the pictures in my mind... we are goin to veega land next month for sure.. no changes at all..check if ther is any enggagements and we will pre book the tickets.. thats all.. if something wont happn in some days.. picture a day you all watching me behind iron bars... with trimmed hair.. dark circles around my eyes.. in white dress.. with cuffed hands and legs..the nearest such place is "kuthiravattam" in calicut...


now you stoppp laughing.. i am DAMN SERIOUS!!!!!