Being MOM

Hi gurls.. i dont know what to say. yes its again our lucky charm day 29th to write this here. Through this one year and four months of marriage i have experienced several things, visited many places, friends with variety of people and so on but this is completely different. I was excited to know one among us got pregnant and later become a  mother for how she will be happy being in that posture. I was happy cause she was happy and we were sharing her happiness but its now i am knowing what the real feeling is about being a Mom-going-to-be. the pleasure cant just be written in a few words. its more than anything but ya not as much as the love i received from him all these days ;-).

Intuition worked. somewhere some one in me made me aware that i am pregnant. It can be that soul which is about to enter me in another 1 month or a few weeks. but i was aware even in my sleep that i am chosen, no, that we are chosen by someone waiting for so long. I felt my stomach having cramps very uncomfortably and i found some other changes to myself. The wind in the morning lazed me than never before and i crawled and struggled to make me up stand. i checked me in the mirror more often and i observed my tummy bulges. i am sure its not gonna bulge out so soon but still i found me doing it. I dont crave or i am not nauseous either but some instincts played the role. even without knowing i was taking care while i was bending down, climbing steps and keeping him away from having sex. I felt me being rude but now we both are clear, he knew that the mother unknown growing in me was doing it.

So yes patch and munnucy, pangus done with her part and an happy mother. i thank god first of all blessing us with this. and i ll keep my prayers always for you two, anand and munnu. We are phasing out to the next step of our lives, motherhood. lets welcome it with all our heart and take care of ourselves and each other. May god protect everyone including the little soulless part of ourselves and make them reach each trimesters successfully..

Love you all..