Unrealistic..!!

Is it real?

The fresh wind, the brids cry

The clocks tick and the zooming lights

Is it real? Am I real

Or just a fairy in an

Unread book

Am I just the words?

Those unroll and free

From some artistic mind

Or am I just a splatter of paint

That a painter briskly splash on the canvas

Is it real? Am I real

Its magical that I can touch him

And I watch his eyes drop in to sleep

I  saw the moon white in dark sky

Roving from one side to other side

The owl cries its song in obsession

I wonder, oh how much I am blessed

That my love is here in me

Encased, his face by my arms

Exhaling the warmth of
Unconditional affection

At the centre of my heart

I could never obsess

I never was given the chance to long

But is it real? Am I real?

Life is just steady

Cold mornings and warm evenings

Freezing nights just in there

For a lovely time to share

My imperfect wholeness

Curves and cuts misplaced

But somehow my heart

Was in place

It thumps arrhythmic

At his palest shadow

Never knowing whether

His approach is really here

But again, is it real?

Many a times I wonder

Is this all just illusion

Am I seeing the unreal?

Or am I just dreaming

Where do I belong?

Earth, Mars or Moon

Questions are many

And answers are rare

How will I break this

Hallucination unreal

Push me tap me pat me

And wake me up from this

Tricky acrobatic mirage

Consciously unconscious

And unconsciously conscious

I feel that this is not real

Still... can it be real…?