Monstrous

The monster that reside in me

The dark ugly goo

As disgusting as a tick sputum

That never let go of my throat

It’s nothing else but my ego

The hungry devil-side of me

I ditch my conscience like a loather

That was jealous and envied anything fair   

Always manage to stood above

Seeking for the throne and bow

Pretending like a dame

So noble and respectable

It becomes wild and vulnerable

To every inabilities of mine

Showcased as someone else’s ability

That burned the pride from the root

Like a forest fires do

I tried to not feed it

I let it starve for some while

But like a rabid giant

It rush out striving

There never has ever

Discovered any remedy to calm

This harmful disorder

For the infection and the cure

Exist in the same dark cave

Reachable to those who hunt for it…