Be Fresh!

As always, confused! i dont know where my train is taking me to. I dont know if i am in the right wagon and i wagon is on the right rail. But i feel positive recharged and re-energized today. There isnt any particular reason that i can pin up and show u all. may be i am happy because there is nothing. Yes nothingness can make a person utterly happy and content. Imagine this, you got nothing to think about, like you dip yourselves in to deep pool or a  sea, you feel that detachment- i am talking about the good one, the detachment from the noises and tensions and pressures of the dry part of this world, which we mistakenly believe that is the colourful side of the planet. I feel relaxed like i am naked, free from the weight of my cloths, from the elasticity of my bra that suffocates me most of the time, with each breath i take with the hooks on, i feels that it not only helps me keep my figure in tact but also squeeze in my trachea (i just googled it) the tube through which we respires. No ties, no knots and no elastic.. Oh My God i dont even want to imagine about the pain of wearing a tummy tucker or a shaper or squeezer or something like that. Well that doesn't make me a person who don't be presentable but i would go for the natural way of holding air inroder to make my fat belly look flat.. I wish i could remember my times walking in the woods naked and leading a life like monkeys- I am talking about my previous births (I am sure i had one)..

So about today! its just a day, like everyday but, all i can tell you is this that, its quite, i dont get to listen to the daily irritating buzzing of the world, may be its the thunder thats singing a non-stop opera from the morning behind the closed silver curtains..i love it..i love its peak when it suddenly roar like a lioness and then get back to the soothing tone..The weather looks different since yesterday and i am loving it like i have seen my maid dressed up in a different cloth once in a while..I am back to my lonely pleasurable time..spending time watching movies, cookery.. reading and i am reading a classic now Jane Austen's  "Sense & sensibility" which was written in 1800 :) Two hundred and fourteen years ago..wow..she still lives in the book. 200 years sounds..just 200 years but! the changes that the mankind encountered from then and now is massive..an equal mixture of good and bad i would say..i want the needled to e balanced at neutral.

Its a pleasant day for me. Without any specific reason. Or may be i am calling it pleasant is coz i am alive to see another morning noon evening and if the clock called life permits, tonight too.. When i look back..i realize that i am not the same person who used to be a 10 years ago, the fresh grace and the blush is slowly diminishing but i wont allow that to wipe out completely from me. I used to believe that  youth is when you are in your teens or early twenties but thats wrong. Youth is not an age criteria..its about a personality..no matter your grace diminish, white spreads your crown if you have that punch in you like that goddamn cocktale that always bring your energy up and make you dance even if your legs shiver..You can do anything thats available in this world..anything! all you need is to collect your courage and grab that stuff..its never late for anything to be achieved..its never late to go to a grammar class..its never late to join a health-club..its literally never late if you are alive..all one needs is to be breathing, but positively..

Do you know? Most of us are scared to get on a roller coaster or giant wheel or do a river rafting or bungee jumping. They calls it an adventure sport or they calls people doing it adventurous. I would say life is the greatest adventure. Its like you are in a maze for the whole time, you get lost, you find out the treasure and opens the door to another may be critical maze through your life, yes the beginning stages will e quite easy for you..and it gets tougher through each levels..A maze! imagine, amid the green walls..the narrow path..just close your eyes and think about the challenges we had to face in our past..do you think we are not enough courageous to sky-dive..?? We are all born with great powers. We use it whenever we requires it practically..We are all capable of doing what the-so-called-rocket scientists are doing..but one problem that we are not interested in rocket science.. everything in your life is about your mentality..what takes you to the bad is your ill knowledge..or your lack of concentration or enthusiastic or introversion..they are rich, they are talented, they are fare and you are nothing is the first thing one got to wipe from their head..we wouldn't know if someone is having a crush on us for they thinks we are talented or something..

All i wanna say is that. be confident about yourself. god never creates any of his works thats useless. hes a great artist. he fixed the appropriate engine in you and your job is to find it out and master it..the world needs it..and thats the only thing you can give back to the great creator..you shouldn't be just an instrument..value yourself before you praise others..wake up in the morning..go to the bathroom and spent some time grooming yourself..you think you want a change, cut your hair..trim a new beard..or change your lipstick and do everything that makes you feel that you own one of the most beautiful features..its all about inner beauty, i know that..if you are beautiful from inside that will reflect on your face..and being beautiful will make you confident and that builds the inner beauty too.. so both works hand in hand..one for the other and other of the one all time..

Be happy..do everything that makes you happy..buy it, take it, make it, do it all for yourself..a happy you is a happy surrounding..you don't know how important you are and sometimes the one god choose to deliver his miracles through can be you..you are never a material of someone else's pleasure but someone born to make a difference in this world..

Cheers..!!