2.8.12

FYI IK4


Upgrading it after a long 3 years..!!

Happy to inform you all that i have made changes to our space.. i upgraded it..i signed up for adsense and i linked our account with google+ so that evrything we write will get quick cycling on the web. hope you all like it and also i signed up google + with the name Kamp kootharas which expands like K- kunju, A- achu, M- Munnu and P-paachu.. it wasnt accepting the name imperial kootharas so i had to do it..

awaiting your comments sweets..!! Love you all and miss you...!!

Rain and a piano play..!! the most beautiful time ever..!!

a beautiful quote too for you
"Clouds come floating into my life, no longer to carry rain or usher storm, but to add color to my sunset sky."




25.7.12

The decaying self..!!

Will you be fine when you know about the fact that we are all living decays who are unaware about what is going inside oneself? well only a few are that blessed that they have very less experience with the beautiful, cute, little colorful compressed form of mixture of pharmacological substances called tablets.

After having enjoying all the technological luxuries i used to ask myself that am i happy with all that i have around me? am i happy with the modern infrastructure. should i complain what my government couldn't come up with to help our economy function even more smoother like big countries possess? as far as i understood, we are all trying to compete each other that starts between a person to person, a district to district, a state to state, a country to country, a continent to continent and now the modern man is hungry to find someone to compete with in the universal level craving to discover another planeteers. poor man.

why are we doing it? i feel piety on them for abundening the long lost glorious life when we were close to nature.. fearing nature and loving it accepting the rules of it and living peacefully.. entire family hardworking for the whole of them.. strong energetic.. walking miles in a day or sometimes months and months to reach their destination having themselves as the mode of transport. they were all strong, energetic, powerful and brilliant.. a few of the most technological constructions in the world has been built before the what we call 'modernism' took birth. today we need the support of man-made robots to do something while the old man just had their flesh n bones to do it..

with the invention of modernity certain life threatening side effects also took birth which is spreaded across the world like the ozone layer..while the one protect us the other keeps us decaying from the day you see the world.. diseases- like diabetes, BP, obesity, respiratory diseases and arthritis.. that really doesn't have any proper diagnosis.. modern man are still trying day and night the best to find a solution.. and this hell on earth keeps us from living properly.. which simply takes our life while we are alive..and lives as a multiple-self of ours within us.. what happens here is just that all we have built with great pressure and efforts are of no use once you are immersed in its other effects. incapability to breed offspring is also another problem we have.

Why? because of the unethical ways few people use for their own good fortune chemicalizing food products without thinking for a second time how harmful this is to the mankind.. because of the fashion to have bank balance and properties of our own so that we have a shining place in the society working for long hours keeping ourselves still, overworking or exploiting the brains which 100% benefts the employer and a 1% to the employee..friends this leads you to death in a 3 years time- this has been proved by the Cardiovascular Research Network , Australia/ here is the link () if our life is threatened how can we imagine about a new life from us? sounds like a joke. is the modern man strong enough to sweep these problems completely from the phase of the earth?

I dont know what contribution should i give to make things straight. we are not sinners but some one was..those someone whom we believe had great brains..who think thoughts out of the box.. whom we praise as geniuses.. the fault was theirs for having the fire in them to be someone in the pages of victory for inventing stuffs and finding the word ease..

Cant complain anyone literally, i know it. but i must admit my thoughts or that will boil up my head.. thinking about to DISCOVER a change that will do only good for the mankind..one step of mine can be the lead to a happy world..!!

but firstly i must do something for the decaying me..!! :) :)


P.S: will be back with a good idea, may be it will take a month or a year or more than that. but promise that i will be back a day for at least the next generation..

Note: please forgive the grammatical/other mistakes

22.6.12

welcome welcome first junior K :)




Today is very special for me..infact this week is..to explain it..the first thing was the news from our dear pangu having heard the heart beat of our Roll no.1 Junior 'K'..it made me feel like so much uncontrollable..it really made me bounce and i was forcing my goosebumps in.. pangu..really happy for you..no! for us..may i little one come to us fast..oopss!! i think i said it wrong.. may the days to him/her go fast.. really thrilled.. this is not just my words.. i know that paachu and munnu is speaking right now within me..though we all are close in distance its only me who literally is blessed with plenty of time after marriage..so if you all don't post anything or read what i post..i don't have any issues..but after some years..this can all be a hand full of touching stories..that would for sure make our day..like what we call it "orma kurippukal"..i should let you know now..that word did made me "jilbil" :) wow!! "jilbil" isnt that a word from kotharas past dictionary? :(..hmmm

anyways after a long waiting days here comes our first baby..girls lest welcome him/her in to our very special place.. the place which knows us better than any one in this world..there is one more thing that made my this week..our new tour operation firm is also up..i know my kootharas are all aware about it by now..but this is the first time i am goin to mention it here..it was a dream of 'DK' even before i come in to his life.. :) the name we choose is "CURSOSMITH"..the website link is this :- wwww.cursosmith.com ..do visit the website and give me the comments..i am so much happy for both the incidents.. it should better be said like this one is also a birth..a birth of someones dream..

ummm..now! as i believe.."double" always makes "triple" when two things happen then you must expect one more thing to get the 'law' complete.. something on its way again.. gurls gurls be alert.. and keep wishing even when there is no broken star upin the sky.. :) love you all..

just glad like hell..

atlast good things are gonna show up in our life..wooohhhh hoooohh..!!!!


9.5.12

break-up with my sister..!!

i always wanted to write motivating types of posts but ends up with demotivating ones.. i want to take things in a positive way..but ends up taking it negative..

i dont remember the day i started considering jee as my 'own' sister.. even though half of her blood is different from mine.. i never introduce her to someone as my 'cousin' coz my feelings was so strong to her.. we always had same likes n dislikes.. never kept a secret from each other.. but still some where she failed to understand me.. she didnt even cared to ask me.. she didn't gave me a chance to know what i did.. i dont believe the intimacy she had shown me all these years.. i wont believe that was true.. FAKE..!! will a relationship end up in a day.. especially when it comes to "sisterhood"..?? :D :D :D ..

there are many times in our lives i saved her from getting hurt.. she may not know..or she might have forgotten.. sometimes it happens when we get something new.. we leaves the old ones.. we all at some stages in our life might had done it too.. as far as i remember.. i had thrown an old doll on a fine day my dad got me a beautiful, big new one.. just an example..i dont know if this happened with her right now..

relation..!! what the hell is that..?? why should we call it a relation when people fails to understand people.. its better having buddies like US who cares each other like how we do it to ourselves.. hmmmm..!! i wont blame anyone.. but life is just once.. and the days are moving fast.. wasting time for hatred is not said for a sane person.. let me just keep going.. let me also be selfish.. (but never to you gals..thats a promise)

i just got my parents, my husband and you 3 and a couple of other friends to count in my life.. and thats enough.. i am satisfied..

short life.. momentary relations..

8.5.12

The Rain..

Its drizzling..excited to have the sound of the rain in my ears again..and the yummy smell of the hot softening soil..nature does plays big roles in our lives..many times it just takes us to the forgotten days..a very lovely reminder..the rain..sweethearts..the first memory bloomed in me today is about the nights we used to walk through the plat forms in the rain..heavy ones..keeping our umbrellas carried inside the bags rest in peace..and letting ourselves soak our warm brains..what a relief..the tiny hits of each drops made us relieved from the burdens we carry..sticky rats tail hairs..:) :) the uneasy breaths..and filled ears..tasting a few sweet drops..with hugging-cloths.. the hand in hand walk.. telling each other how much we wished to walk like this fearlessly.. hmmmm.. i can see it in front of me, a black an white picture of 4 girls.. :) :) slowly enjoying the rain walks at the so called forbidden time of night for womens to be in the streets.. the notorious 4.. i love US.. hope the time will allow us to nit this kinda memories for another day like today..!! Miss you all..

22.4.12

haPPy birTHday 2 US..!!

i know kootharas are being so busy with life this year..all got hung up with some male kootharas..he hee:) :) :) :).. no probs.. but i am well aware that you all got this day special in your hearts and thats all is what i want.. no matter if you cant find time to write in here..or wish each other or..text each other.. but honestly..i want it in the old way.. love you all and wish us a very lovely year this time and always..

in no time some little kootharas will also appear in our life.. but we should keep it going all iron strong even though we are in between changing diapers.. :-)

forget not this wonderful day.. the day we found each of us..

here goes a toast to IK4 the GREAT..!!

LONG LIVE IK4..!! love you all..

10.4.12

The selfish side of ME..!!

I remember in my blurred memory, the face of the most beautiful women in this world..smiling.. mimicking.. singing.. squeezing.. and cherishing.. the women who sacrificed everything for me.. who forgot herself in the joy of getting me.. who find my laughs as the escapes from her sobs.. the women who believes to have me as the greatest blessings of her life.. who spent hours and hours to make up me.. who brought me everything i wished not even said.. who understands the inner self of me with out a single word..the one lady who made me feel secure.. happy and carefree..the one who made me strong and defensive.. thats my mom.. ma this one is for you..

[very sentimental guys..i cant stop my running eyes..!! :'( ]

the first click of her face saved in my memory was like this.. something white in a row was glaring..sparkling and that made some sort of clinking noise too..that was her smile..yes her sweet smile..i would say this..that was the first and last time i felt 'love at first time' in my life..her face appeared so funny and cute that i felt like laughing too but unfortunately i couldn't express..something that my eyes caught next was a big circle of maroon (which suits her well)exactly at the upper center of her face.. so attractive..it really had an hypnotizing power that made me uneazy and i started wailing.. in the very instance i experienced the so consoling pats of her on my back immediately i was back to my normal-self..and then i was being carried out to place after place..rooms after rooms.. i was pampered.. fed.. cared.. cuddled.. and loved starting from then till this time.. all i used to do is to suck my thumb snuggle to her warm body and sleep.. she knows what to be done.. i slept until i hear my moms amusing voice.. she adored me as much as i did.. she was my world while i was hers.. something stronger than the 'birth cord'connected us.. (still no answer for what that something is..)

months passed i made her happy more than she could bear..i got surprised for she got excited on seeing the smallest new things happening to me.. my first milk tooth.. my first walk.. my growth.. my giggles..and finally when i begin to talk.. the first word.. that made her proud.. "mmmaa" ..she was bouncing with happiness..i had a few drops of her tears on my face..

she wore me the most beautiful fairy dresses, always designed by her.. frilly..flowery ones.. matching hats and shoes..sometimes hair bands and bangles..and so on.. i kept the pride of a queen among the kids of my age.. everything "out standing" available in the market was mine.. she made me a lil star on every occasions that happens.. both of us enjoyed it..

my home was my play school..and having a dozen of kids in the house it could have been a good idea to start a play school..but none had time.. :)

instead of waving at my brothers and sisters in the morning.. one day i was also dressed up with them in a maroon pinafore and white shirt with a tie and shoes n socks.. a bag on my back with some rhyme books and tiffin box.. i don't know if i had cried that much ever in my life than this time when my mom boarded me in the van.. and everyone started waving to their mothers and the van moved.. i had that strange pain below my heart.. that made me feel like i am being taken away from her.. that was the first time i even saw her away from my sight.. i screamed so loud that they had to reverse the van and dumb me down at my boarding point.. :) he he

I as well as the years started to grow slowly.. i started experiencing new things.. started to recognize different people, places, incidents.. my mom thought me things i don't know.. and things i should be careful about.. she directed me how to do certain things.. and how to behave according to the situation.. how to respect elders..and how to speak well.. she shaped me with good mannerisms.. i was a good obedient daughter of my mother.. but some where in the time line i got busy acquiring knowledge..gaining more scores and at once fell in love.. and all i can say is that my moms magic wand didn't worked this time..

she was my guide..she was my strength and she was my love.. she poured all her love to me with which i can live a billion lives.. but at some point i felt thats insufficient.. she warned me about it a long before but i simply became selfish.. i.. my curiosity wanted to try different things and i fell in love with a guy.. being a true mirror it wasn't difficult for her to identify the changes that happened to me..she caught me and warned me again..she was afraid that i gets hurt eventually.. but it was a pain through out..until it got rid of me..and by then i was a "nothing"..a slip of my mind took too much from my life..but mom..she appeared again and brought me back to life ..she is the strongest person in this world in front of my eyes and she transmitted some into me..

One by one i defend every obstacles on my path.. buried certain things in the past.. when ever i was about to confront something.. my mother appears in front of me as a guardian angel.. and on the spot leaves me with ideas to resolve it.. it wasn't difficult ever to do anything.. to accept any risks.. and life was eazy..!!

and then i was mature enough to invite the man of my life..it was again an easy task for me to differentiated good from a bag of bad.. i am so strong that none on the world can fake me..and this time i acted brilliantly..i had all those i wanted on my wedding day..my mom n dad arranged it with their full efforts and it was a real marriage in heaven..they really did struggled to put things together to make it an ever cherish-able occasion..i must thank them..and again my mom..i used to irritate her with my wishes for this and that..and all were fulfilled..being crushed presenting me the best day of my life..they had themselves a great deal of sweat on the forehead..(i thank you so much ma..)when i was all done with the new start..the life i dreamed of a couple of years back..i, with out any difficulty forgot my past..the pain my parents had-to brought me up to an individual..the sacrifices they made for me..the love they give me..the care they enclosed me in..all was erased from my mind..that was a sin..i shouldn't have do that this way..while i was handed in the hand of my husband..i failed to notice the trembling hands of my father..the warm tears of happiness from my moms eyes..i thought that was the happiest moment of my life..but no..that was 'really' the happiest moment of ma mom and dads life.. when it was time for me to set off with my new family..i was enjoying it..while my mom was incredibly trying to hold her tears for her precious daughter was finally getting apart..i feel guilty for how much selfish i am..i didn't even turn back and wave..i couldn't give a single drop of tear in return..for my entire life till that day..i used to feel proud of myself that i could be with my parents when ever they are in trouble..i kept wiping their tears before it could fall down and what i did when they felt the real pain..?? i didn't care to turn back and let them see my face once again..i am sorry..

my sorry ma..but i still got all the love for you safe inside my heart..was excited so much..i know you wouldn't even know if i have written something like this..but at least i could confess it here..or it will burn me until i die..

[ A mother’s love for her child is like nothing else in the world. It knows no law, no pity, it dares all things and crushes down remorselessly all that stands in its path. – Agatha Christie ]

15.3.12

Hello..Yes..Mrs. Dilroop here..!! :)

hi girls..i never thought that my next post would be like this.. my last one is still incomplete which i left it half way while i was working at Cochin..this is the 10th month after that..so many things happened..had to go through a lot of agonizing days..but finally the coin landed in my favor.. I am a new person with the same thought looks and likes but with a new tail behind my name..my "husband's" name..its good to be called Mrs. Dilroop i never imagined or dreamed of sucha thing..a surname wasn't of any importance before marriage..but it brought me a hugh deal of privilege..i am loving it..

life is strange..i am so happy i got everything in hand all together.. i got my love along with having my sweethearts near somewhere me..i was always sure that IK4 met for a reason..what so ever it may be i am happy..for at least i have you girls to miss every day..

before i even start saying anything i wanted to remind my kootharas that, its true i got married but the place in my heart where i kept you all is still safe and strong..and its my word that no one else in world would be able to take hold of it.."cause" i wont let that happen..

Since we all get in to married life one after one, it was pretty hard for us to bring things back as it used to be.. it did took some time for everyone.."no blames"..its natural that it takes a break to swallow chilled water after warm..we just needed to settle down with the "new's" families, relatives, customs, beliefs and so on..lets make us relax and get things straight..IK4 will be there forever in our hearts even we are miles apart or just next door.. :)

thanks to this great city.. which welcomed each of us but with different purpose..what ever that may be..what we have to do is to create memories..memories that would live even after years..life is short..its a fact..i gets surprised to know that i am 24years old..deep down my heart i am still 18 and my mind refuses to accept the reality..anyways...!!! :) Girls now we are living our plans..lets kick start it..lets enjoy life..lets be carefree..lets get lost..and..lets live..

4.12.11

Yet Another December

Dear All...

Its been long time i have written something..to be precise after marriage i have visited the blog only twice..feeling so sad ..Everything around me has changed a lot. I feel so sorry ...i couldnt even read the wonderful blogs written by Achu.

miss you all ..

December is always special for ik4 i believe..its a month of memories, feel like a loser...The whole year is different for me...entered in to new life for which my family has been awaiting for years...even my dear ik4 were awaiting the same.

The year was full of mixed emotions.the days are moving so fast that wen it come to december i feel very sad...we have completed one more year in our life...

Wish we all gather together at Bangalore..and the dream that Achu saw come true...

Hope GOD will help us ...

and 29th the day which is always special for us and now our dearest Achu is getting married on 29th..Jan 29th...so happy for her..as we believe everything happens for a reason..wen we thought of 29th, we never thought one among us is going to have the most important thing in her life on the same date.strange!!!

miss those days wen we were together..wen we will have that good time together..hope for the best alle...As the destiny meant to bring us together earlier, hope that will happen again...


Love u all....miss you all....

:):)