The unexpected bride..

 Unexpected. This can happen any time in anyone's life in different forms, sometimes good, surprising and welcoming other times sad and disappointing.. But whatsoever should happen will definitely happen at any cost..you cant stop it..

ever since our marriage, we were all waiting for the next big occasion to celebrate, sucha big family with infinite number of members made it an era of never ending joy..birthdays, anniversaries, engagements, weddings and so on..lifes been upgraded to a new look..its fun.. apart from all other occasions the one more important and awaited will always be a Marriage..as i was the bride last time, the heroin of the show i hardly could enjoy the way the others did.. organizing and stuffs.. dressing the bride.. shopping.. a long list.. :) i was watching it all while the others did it and i badly wanted me in among them very soon..glitz and glitters..wow!!

i was married and taken to the ancestral home of the family and that made the difference.. we always have people coming and going and you wont get a time to check your clock clicks.. lifes lightning fast in there and i  gradually merged in the system and love it.. its fun.. and i was granted a position in there.. which is really super cool.. about 15 people living together and a few kids around playing in the big front yard, running, falling, getting up and the same process for a dozen of times..mixed with loud laughs and giggles.. no time you can save when u watch the kids do this.. its a priceless sight.. a few of the other members of the family are staying in their own houses near-by, a few abroad and a few in other states and districts..

for the elder people feels the next kids on the line is not grown enough to get married and didnt bother their thoughts that much..things were smooth for some while until a phone call smack and disrupt the calmness..The youngest uncles son, who was working in Dubai was arriving, which could be a happy news but with a girl was totally devastating breaking the hopes of everyone.. he being a thoughtful one doing this kind of an act made everyone confused.. they registered their marriage for a guarantee so that nothing would happen to their relationship if everyone oppose.. i thought he could inform his father who would sacrifice anything for his children.. it was a hit on the head for everyone in that house and the message about this incident spread like wild-fire.. no one neglected, questioned and argued but accepted them.. his bend face flamed in guilt not for what he did but for the consequence of it, for hurting the elders, his father in particular

The girl who was a little taller than him looked brave, for love makes the weak the strong..initially every one had a negative impression on her that she had done an unwise thing to herself and cheated her family who had brought her up. even though the family is modern than any other such aristocratic families in the place they still hold the unbroken thread of orthodoxy.. the wind of worries agonies and cries blew across the family..and then the intelligent ones came up with  sensible thoughts and  the ravishing waves quieten..its his life and he have to decide..

Indians got a special emotion towards daughters and sisters, not others's but to their own ones to be literal. At some age they will be sent married to some other family whom the elder people choose or like. The daughters/sisters had no right to talk, opinion or decide, all this will be the sole authority of the man or women elder than the eldest man. but the world is changing this part of it is gradually conquesting the west. being form an upper caste in the state she had to go through a lot of tough times in her whole life time, to add spices to the complication her father was an Ex military. Truly arrogant and aggressive. she respected him from the core of her heart. and she was completely afraid of him, as an oasis in the desert she was loved, pampered and spoiled by her elder brother whom she considered as her best friend and given a place above everything that existed in the universe until she found Jeeth.. love is sometimes  the traitor, the trickster and the villain.. love shows the faces of cowardice at some stage in everyone's life.. but then we will be blind to see it, completely mesmerized by the tricky spell of this selfish emotion..we will be enslaved and none can rescue..

for sharing all that happened, happening and going to happen with her brother she hid this single truth that mattered more than anything..the first slip of hers.. her mind shifted, at once she will approach him to confess about her love and then she will withdraw the thought fearing the reaction that can be as  terrible as an explosion..the agony grown as the matter left in her mind unopened.. and then it froze like an unmovable rock.. the glare of secrecy flashed on her face when ever she had to face him..her face tilted down every time as her mind refused to have her eyes locked in his cause that can suck in even the last minute things hidden behind it..soon on a bad day her secret affair was caught by her mother which was informed to her Ex-military father hot bake.. his anger flushed out like volcano and she was threatened not to say this truth to her brother cause at the end of the day he will do what ever her sister wish even though he will refuse in the beginning. a life threat to themselves made her totally confused, losing her parents was also not compromising for her and she decided to be defeated. she not thinking about the what will happen next gave word to her parents and they went on looking for some good alliances for their daughter.. her days become barren, she forbid her from jeeths calls and all the dreams and wishes about the both of them.. sacrificing her life for those who give her life seemed practical for her and she was satisfied..

Life wont stop no matter what happen..disasters come and go, it keeps happening in one end of the earth and the human on the other end nods with piety and go on with his business until he comes to know one of his known is involved in it to act for it..Lifes purely not in our arms..it is running in a recorded wheel that none can change..and the mere obstinacies about the caste, religion, culture, color, position, status and power is all meaningless..let it go..leave it out to them..there is no wrong in loving someone, infact it just happens..u literally fell in it and thats not ones mistake..life is short you wont know when it starts, when we reach 25 and then 50 and then become a grand parent..life runs fast..even the plant on which we live in runs at a speed of 107,000 km/hr, unimaginable isnt it.. dont hate and wait in life..keep going do things that you feel is right and correct others only when u feel they are doing wrong which can destroy that person, else let him do the wrong and learn from it so that he will think twice the next time he confront something bigger than this.. a parent has the right on their children but then when they grow enough to take their own decision they should only show the paths not to threaten then to do this and that, cause now its their life they are living which also is short..make them aware about the good and bad and right n wrong from childhood until they grow, and they will follow doing what they are thought and practiced from the beginning..this is the responsibility of a parent. If we show true responsibility they will return it when we require it..

Love conquers all.. Sir. Virgil was true.. she waved her mom for college. while on the way her mobile beeped- it was his message, he was arriving. it was what she was wanting for a couple of weeks, she wanted to return the ring the sovereign that held all her dreams about him.. giving it away would take her breath she knows but she had to do this for her parents.. with all courage she replied, "we will meet today".. she bunked her classes after lunch and waited for him at the "cafe coffee day"..  the plush dark interior , the cozy sofa and the soothing music, perfect for a date, she remembered the last meeting of theirs, when he presented this ring, a year ago. wishing the time to be still forever, wishing not to be apart anymore from now.. so many things in the mind that reach till the tip of the tongue but agitation made the words swallowed.. it was only breaths..deep sharp hard breaths that shared the words.. and then the sun cheating dwindle down the horizon..they got their awareness back, the slow breeze still cuddling them..she adored his swept back hair and  his straining eyes..he took her hands and wore it on the ring finger, hands icy cold shivering even though the the weather was humid.. they parted in two ways controlling those burping unsaid words..she turned back and he too repeatedly that made her feel like run back and hug him..while she was still lost in thoughts ,eyes stuck on the flower vase he came in, reached her, observed her and took his seat just opposite to hers..a blurred lean image interrupted her and she was surprised, he eye brows up and lips widen in happiness but in an instance something drew it back..she believed that its the last time she is seeing him in this life..he was quite as always and then bursted out everything that was under control, a flood of emotions, complaints, grief, anxiety and love flown down and everything around him stayed still.. for a moment she could see, feel and think only him for he was and would always be her world, neglecting it would be insane someone inside her said.. the ring that was curled inside her sweated arms unworn fell down with a clink that stopped him.. for a moment she recapped the past, none of the faces could hold her back, stop her from uniting with him.. stunned and shocked she could utter only this "yes, i will come with you.." his face lit up and eyes filled up.. nothing mattered the after effect in his family or hers, the question if the family will accept her..that was the moment of solace and he was enjoying it holding her hands and bending on her arms..her mind was blanked by the his love and there was no confusion, she left the cafe with him as naturally as a rain after the wind..

taking choices in life is difficult and those who dare to do it are the most courageous ones..and they are the ones who truly love themselves and their lives..

mistake. what is it? its nothing natural. its all human made. if someone make a rule and you dont follow it, that is a mistake but how can we call it so? some one makes and some other breaks..its simple.. every human are unique, my good is your bad and your sane is my insane..my right is your wrong and some others is something  else.. its all about views.. i see the moon and someone else only see the stars.. everything that is associated to human life is purely humane.. lets just leave the logic's and insanities and whatever in the air and  be liberal from every hooks and knots..

live life as you wish..but be ready to face it till the bottom line.. :) :)